Cause you keep slipping away.

'I take you in my arms, pull you close to me but
every time I try, you keep slipping away'
-GREYSON CHANCE
I find his songs so damn meaningful uh!
Urgh, what a moody week.
But wooh! My maths improved like what?
by 30% CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!!? OMG.
I couldn't believe it myself.
And guess how much I got?
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70% OUT OF 100%!!!
omg, I actually only aimed for 60^ only eh!
But nope, can't get too proud yet.
The really real exam is EOY.
Which is gonna be challenging.
I'm gonna study really hard, work very hard,
and revise revise revise math a lot,
because its the only subject that's pulling me down.
Well, I haven't got my History and Geog paper yet.
So I rlly dk whether I did well or not.
But, still gonna work as hard!!!
Oh yeah, pulled out of SMILE programme.
It was damn boring and didn't study much.
I'd rather study alone man, hahaha.
and at first I thought the teacher wouldn't let me pull out,
but since I didn't let my mum sign the form to join SMILE,
I can pull out like that (:
The first SMILE lesson I went, I purposely went toilet just to skip the attendance thingy cause my name wasn't there at all and I just voluntarily came myself.
But yea I got caught on the 2nd SMILE prog. wtf.
Urgh, yesterday was such a f-cked up day.
Everyone was so f-cked up, mean, and selfish.
Idk why, or was it just me?
Oh well.

I could taste the island beaches on my tongue,

HAHAHA THIS PHOTO SO CUTE! LOLOLOL!

Okay serious time.
I feel like we've drifted apart a lot this month.
Or perhaps, I didn't realise earlier that you just needed me when you need something, huh.
Well, not going to spoonfeed you anymore.



'Slipping away - Greyson Chance'

Not afraid to fight, believe in what you say. I'll hold on till the night.

omg, finally blogging after a gazillion years!
Nowadays really have no time, sigh.
Tomorrow's my last paper. Geog.
Omg.. really gonna die tmr.
Andandand omg! Maths and history sucked today alr.
Urgh...
Studied just now in class after school.
Gonna study again later!
Combi 3B I'm coming!
Gonna change my blog player soon.
The songs are so 'last time'
KYAAAAH GREYSON CHANCE <3
Hold On Til The Night - Greyson Chance is damn nice!
and kyaaaah, I ordered a yellow nametag with greyson's name on it! LUB LUB LUB <:

It took me 2days to figure out it wouldn't work out.

If you are guessing why there's a plaster on my nose,
there was a bigass pimple that was damn red and people are looking
at it while I'm talking to them.
That's why I had to cover my nose with something T___T
Okay, gonna blog about yesterday!
OMG YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME!!
Went to Carmelita's Handball match @ ITE in the morning,
7am in the morning wtf.
(came at around 7.30 cause I put my alarm clock 5am but only woke up by myself and look at the clock, 6.20 WTF)
omg damn cool to look at them play!!
(and looking at the goalkeeper getting hit continuously, got sound one leh, 'BAMMZXCZXC' hahaha sadist)
Wooh SAC vs North Vista, SAC won!!!
so I left ITE @ 9am,
and went home, charge my ipod and phone, eat breakfast, before going
to tamp with my fam. to watch Harry Potter Deathly Hallows Part 2!!!
YES VOLDEMORT DIED!!!!!!!!!!!
th movie was damn nice lah!
Okay, so after the movie, I rushed to tamp MRT and waited for Meiting.
Then went Val's house tgt.
woah damn fun uh at val's party!
Food damn nice uh!
Went to Pat's house, OMGGGG PAT HOUSE DAMN FRIGGIN BIG MJLDSGLKNGNMGL!!!
Played with her two dogs,
went 'travelling' around her house by myself,
cause the rest went her house before.
woah her house was freaking 4floors (?) or 5(?)
STILL GOT BALCONY AND BASEMENT SOMEMORE WTF.
And yeah, after we left her house, we went her pool!!!!11
fought with carm but in the end we both went into the pool wtf.
was damn wet!!
And my sissy's jacket was actually fitting perfectly with my arm, but after I was wet the jacket WAS LIKE SAGGING AND LIKE XXL SIZE OR SMTH OMGG.
after going back to val house, we played water bomb!!
walao damn pain uh they hit ):
But then in the end turned out to be fun.
oh yeah, fuck man.
I was sitting on the swing,
meiting went to swing me until I cannot get off,
until I was damn dizzy and was singing Baby by justin bieber and go 'bang bang bang' at meiting LOL!!?!?!
And after that changed at val house,
and bus-ed home.
Emotional bus ride. (':

Downloaded damn a lot of songs today,
cause I explored val's songs (:
yeap k, shall end here!
TODAY IS SUNDAY. STUDY DAY. (:
feel so motivated today!
60^ for maths, here I come!
But gosh, my math standardized test was 14/20 eh.
And I studied really a looooot.
okay yeah, bye! (((:

And it's such a shame, cause if you feel the same, how am I suppose to know?

How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again.
No reason. No explanation. No words said.
They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.

Don't come back for me, don't come back at all.

(:
Gah, couldn't sleep last night.
Rolling about on my bed since 12am, got up at 4:20am because I really couldn't sleep at all,
went to read The Amber Spyglass till 5am then finally was able to sleep lah!

ARGHHH I can't download Adobe Web Premium on my Windows Vista laptop!
I need photoshop dammit )':
My hair looks damn frizzy on the above photo uh! GAHH.

Currently addicted to Glee season 2 songs!
Pretending by Rachel Berry and Finn damn nice!
The chorus gives me the goosebumps!
It's damn emotional omggg!!!11

Yeah, I know. Why am I still blogging on blogspot when everyone moved to tumblr,
and no one even gives a fuck about my blog, nobody reads it.
Because it holds a lot of memories, can't bear to delete this blog, whether sad or happy,
I still blog.
It's where I keep my memories in, my diary, my life story.
And I laugh and cry whenever I read my past blog entries.
How I grow from this small girl that just set-up a blog for fun, to this teen
who blogs with all emotions and feelings.
Really can't bear to leave blogspot and go for tumblr, even though everyone's moved to tumblr and I'm like what, the only one still using blogspot?
K, gonna patch my maple now.
kthxbye!!!

I'm crazy, to let you go.

OMG I LOVE THIS PICTURE.
I REALLY LOVE THE NECKLACE!
kind of reminds me of the book I'm reading,
Northern Lights! it's damn nice!
okay, so yeah, I hope this is a happy post.
Because sad and emo doesn't suit me at all. (:

Urgh, damn boring urh holidays.
Holidays faster over lah I want to go to school,
see everyone, improve on my studies, and end of year,
GET 75% FOR OVERALL AND GET TO FUCKING EXPRESS.
HAHAHA!
Kind of an impossible thang' to do.
:/
75% eh, not confident I can.
So freaking near yet so freaking far.
pffffft. :l