"let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you. "

OMGGG THIS PICTURE DAMN COOL!
hahahahaha!
but no, my day is boring today,
I intend on rotting at home the whole day :/
sigh, idk how I'm gonna spend my June holidays.
Computer screen spoil, exams are over, nothing to look
forward to :/
so... really dk what to do at home when june holidays come.
NO I HATE WATCHING THE TELEVISION.
all the shows damn boring.
Gah.
and bleah, forgot to buy BIG BANG handphone strap after school yesterday.
kyaaaah really needa buy it asap cause it's YELLOW!!
My favourite colour kekekekeke (:
I'm saving photos into my ipod touch right now hehehe!
GDRAGON FTWWWW!

Oh yeah, that's not what I wanna say uh.
wanna talk about yesterday!
Macbeth play kinda sucked because of the free seating,
cause we came late = sit all the way to the back l:
AND NO, THAT AIN'T THE ONLY THING.
There was no aircon, we had to bring our own mats and sit
in the grassy grassy field and it was raining and it MADE THE
GROUND MUDDY. OMGGG.
AND WE WERE SITTING RIGHT AT THE BACK WE DJWAOIKWNAFOEF ONLY CAN SEE TINY ANTS MOVING WTF.
AND I WAS LIKE SWEATING ALL THE TIME LIKE A SWEATY PIG OMGGG.
AND MY FRINGE HAS A LOT OF DONG DONG (holes :/) AND I WAS FREAKING MOODY.
ARGHHHHH.
But oh well, still enjoyed myself there.
Cause of the long long long bus rides and looking up in the sky during the break in between the play.
Snacked alot during the play, was like CRUNCHING on the sunflower seeds and getting occasional disgusted looks from across the field wtf hahahaha!
I was the only one making a lot of noise wtf.
AND GUESS WHO'S PLAYING THE MAIN CHARACTER, MACBETH?
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ADRIAN PANG!!!!!
kay, I'm not really a fan of him uh, but always see him in shows.
overall, the whole outing was uber fun.

K-POP OR J-POP! (:

K-POP OR J-POP! (:

Answer here

holding onto intoxicating fake sentiments.

Was feeling kind of affectionate the whole day,
so.. decided to write a blog post!
gah, life is so moody and stressful nowadays.
couldn't even concentrate for merely 30minutes on my studies.
Kept grabbing the ipod touch and check in facebook and then off it again, wtf.
(Or is it because of you? :/ )
fcuk life.
Let me be angry and mad at you, please.
so that I have no reason to miss you.
I know it's going nowhere.

Okay shall stop talking emo alr luh. Make me sadder only.
Gah, my computer screen spoil halfway when I was playing
Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 >:
It's a damn fun hardcore game man!
But halfway my comp went 'tick' and the whole comp shut down.
And then I found out my comp was working but the screen spoil alr ):
Oh, the graphics driver spoil too wuwuwu ):
Ohmeegawdd, no more hardcore games for me now!

Urghhh, mid-year is soooo damn near, next week,
and here I am still got time to make blog post wtf.
Just.. don't feel like studying gahhhh!
So far, studied maths, geog, history, and english.
Studied maths like LKNSLKRNFEIOHRPW.
Since 3weeks before was studying maths, maths, and more math hahaha.
K then, shall stop here.
Shall end the blog post with a song title!
Enchanted - Owl City
cheers!

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Don't cry for me.

don't play games it'll be dangerous, cause if I get burnt imma show you what it's like to hurt. - EMINEM
wooh I love Eminem!
his lyrics are damn cool seriously.
ahem, except for some songs, HAHA.
I'm like, really addicted to Space Bound lah!
keep replaying and replaying it nyahahaaha >:)
Yay, today finished NAPFA 5 items!
Was damn scared for my shuttle run, but I managed to
get a 11:04 WOOH!
kay, finally can concentrate on my studies now.
Okay luh, nothing much to say tuhday.
Was kind of sleepy and moody today.
Feel like I was dragging everyone's mood down with
my sad face too ):
haha.

I hate this love song.

It was a quiet sort of love. The kind that
needed no words
or actions,
simply that acknowledged look
from across the room.
It was the sort of love that
you desperately hope to be real,
yet somehow you always
manage to convince yourself that it was all in your
head.
It was the certain feeling of familiarity,
as if you've known them all your life.
It was the feeling of fulfillment you get, and how seeing them just always
seems to make your day.
It was an evasive type of love,
because on some days,
the look in their eyes starts to
stir up doubts,
just when assurance was only a step away.
It was a lonely type of love,
where all you can do
is sit from afar and gaze at something that seems so very real,
yet intangible.
And although it was the love
that you've never had,
so could not have lost, somehow
their every move and every gesture affects you.
As if their very existence is the air you breathe.
But most of all, it was and unrequited sort of love, where it only happens all in your head,
where every possibly and scene is played out in slow motion,
like some sappy romance movie.
Then one day you open your eyes and realise that it really wasn't real at all, but an infatuation of a fourteen year old girl.

250 thousand miles on a clear night in June, and I'm so lost without you.

[Verse 3:]
So after a year and 6 months it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to god
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I'm trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it
I'm trying to stop you from breathing
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezing
'Til I snap you neck like a Popsicle stick
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house
And let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give.
- EMINEM