Sick day.

Zzz.
I told my mum that I wanna come to school,
even though I am sick.
She dun allow me to ):
I feel so moody at home right now.
But it's a good day to relax and reflect on what I did
a few days ago.
I blew it.
You must be thinking I'm some kind of a blonde, 2-faced bitch right now.
I didn't ask you to change, I can't change the world.
I can only change myself, I can only influence my friends.
Don't change yourself for me, don't change the most beautiful thing
about you. I'll forever remain a monster in your eyes.
I must bear with it.
I've changed so much, I don't even know who I am,
anymore.