In a mess.

Ughhhh, stop it anabelleee.
They're just your 'recess' friends.
Stop thinking like, they are more than that.
They left you cause.. they felt like your just
a friend.
not a good friend, nor a best friend.
a 'recess' friend.

But I've had enough of it.
Dreading going recess everytime.
I feel like, I'm invisible with them.
Always sitting at the end of the table when we sit together.
And while they happily chat together, I'll just sit alone,
eat alone.
I can't say I hate them, nor I like them.
I don't know.
Just very stressed right now.
and I think this is affecting my studies.
SO STOP THINKING,
they're not worth it!