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hello all. it's been a long time since I blogged.
ugh. today is a very bad day.
I vommitted all over the floor, my siblings were like 'woah' and after that they laughed,
and joked about my vommit(''I'm never going to step on muddy water every again'' and all of them laugh) . at least one of them were willing to help me clean my vommit.
and after that, my mom came back and the first thing she did was to scold me for vommitting on the floor. she said I should i ran to the toilet straight away i adult alr, so stupid vommit on the floor etc etc. Well, have ever thought about me? I suffered alot in the morning. I had to ask my smaller sis to feed me, I couldn't even stand for a mere minute. I felt like fainting. my lips were really pale. She didn't even ask me if I was okay.
Oh yeah, because I'm the middle sibling. The oldest or the younger always get the better treatment. I'm just.. the background.