You gave up to anybody, what I thought was only mine.

OMG. IT'S MOVING. OMGGG. Finally a gif working in my blog!!!!!!! GREYSON MAKES DREAMS COME TRUE (':
Got so much to say, I feel like I could just blurt everything out.
Shall start from what happen yesterday.
Was so tired out from band! & really dk what the sec1s are missing out on, really. Urgh. & they were super rude!
And look, I don't understand why you have to be so against me all the time. You're against whatever I say and do. And it was just a somewhat 'name game', must you pick me everytime you had the chance to? -.- That's why I couldn't take it anymore, she clearly had no respect for me, so whilst I was walking with her, I couldn't even bother to continue the conversation. Whatever she said, I just replied without using my head, 'yeah, oh, yah..' I couldn't even care if it were awkward for her, I just walked at my own pace, couldn't care less if she wanted to catch up with me or not. And gosh she's so stuck up.


And I'm sorry for whoever I've shouted at this week. It's just that this first week of the year was so stressful. Not about schoolwork. Just stuck up people. Really didn't mean to shout and be rude, just wanted a bit more respect. Yeah, I mean joke is joke, I can take it. But I freaking detest it when people try to take advantages of me. And can ya'll believe it!?
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I SHARED DRINK WITH A STRANGER. OMG.
A sec1 just asked if she could have a sip of my peach tea! & I just couldn't say no to the sec1! omg why am I so... urgh! And I felt so disgusted after sipping from the same straw omg! What if she has aids, then it transfers to me, and I transfer to everyone! Friend-friend is okay ah, but can you imagine some stranger asking if she could drink some of your drink!?1? OMFG. I hesitated a little before I handed her the tea, but then omg why am I so self-controlless! 
And some sec1 that lives kinda near me, she treats me as if we knew each other for years! She was like 'I will remember your face forever' and 'Eh lend me your phone' WTF, who do you think you are!? Eh lend me your phone!? Hello I'm not even close to you! And if you think we cld be friends in the future, sorry to burst your bubble but get lost. But in the end these thoughts were kept in my head and I didn't tell her off or anything, what worst? I still lent her my iPod. -.- Someone knock some sense into me, pls.


Urgh, there's so many subjects tomorrow. Tho we are probably not gonna do any work during lessons. Hope sec1s are still coming 8am tmr, so I don't have to do duty (: heh!!!
Sometimes I feel I should be more outspoken. I shouldn't give anymore fake laughter, and just tell people how I truly feel.