If you wake up from this dream, will you forget me?

Woahh.
What a wild dream I had today.
I keep dreaming of adventures nowadays.
Last night, I dreamt of the best, yet craziest dream.
I must be half-mad(mad hatter!) to dream up such a dream. ~.~
Okayokay, here it goes.
I was like, doing a mission.
It seemed so real.
I must prevent the 'bad guys' from stealing a necklace in my pocket.
omg, it was so real @,@ !
And then after I completed my mission, I went to the top of the mountain,
shouting '' There is nothing I can't do! Nothing is impossible!''
And after I said that, I continue to run,
up and down the hills, woah like some hero XD
but, it was so real! I could feel the wind in the opposite direction.
I felt so light, I ran as fast as I could.
My older sis told me that, I dreamt of such a dream,
is cus I want to complete something in life.
The motivation, you see.

& i'm in pieces, baby fix me; & just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream.

Why are we always trying to impress others?
Why are we always trying to pose for the best posture for the camera?
Today, I looked into the mirror, I couldn't even recognise myself.
My image was of a faceless girl, awaiting for her next mask to placed on.
Why must I act a goodie girl infront of strangers, why must I act as if I'm so brainy in class.
What has become of me?
Ans :I'm a two-faced bitch.

it's a big big world; it's easy to get lost in it.

HEYYYO.
-sigh-
I feel so lifeless ):
Didn't see senior yesterday and today.
WHERE'D YOU GO SENIOR?!
I feel like I'm stalking you,
cus I like to stare at the 4th floor.
I miss you!
I'd miss the Mondays and Tuesdays,
cus that's the only recess times I get to see ya'll.
I had the urge to talk to you, many gazillion times.
But I can't seem to just 'SEND'
senior senior, the moment you came into my life,
I feel like my life became crazier.
It seems like you coloured my life!
Because when I see all of you, I smile
LIKE CRAZY. And I try to turn around.
I just wish one day I could muster up enough
courage.
To just backhug you! hahaha! yeah, I'll do that.
One day.
ONE DAY.
ONEDAYYYYYYY I TELL YOU,
ONE DAYYY!!!
I'm watching you...............

Feeling : Sleepy

When you look into this eye,you feel so energized,yet hypnotized.
I feeling really sleepy now.
gonna do the art~
Ugh, I was absent yet group don't want to do at all.
Why must I be the one doing it, when I missed out
on all the lessons?
Somemore they even can forget!
-.-

Half-day :)

Yay.
haha.
Half-day today.
omg you know I missed 2 bus 9 in a row leh!
cus the first one went when I got down bus 17
the other bus 9 didnt even stop at the bus stop.
It just went!
Urgh.
Saw Beryl wif her frens @ some hair salon.
LOL.
yeah, okay.
short post ~.~

Sick day.

Zzz.
I told my mum that I wanna come to school,
even though I am sick.
She dun allow me to ):
I feel so moody at home right now.
But it's a good day to relax and reflect on what I did
a few days ago.
I blew it.
You must be thinking I'm some kind of a blonde, 2-faced bitch right now.
I didn't ask you to change, I can't change the world.
I can only change myself, I can only influence my friends.
Don't change yourself for me, don't change the most beautiful thing
about you. I'll forever remain a monster in your eyes.
I must bear with it.
I've changed so much, I don't even know who I am,
anymore.

Stupid tears,go away.

I feel so vexed.
Why am I born like this?
Why am I always trying to put a mask
over my face.
why must I pretend to be someone else.
Sorry, but I think this is the end.
I think I'm going to avoid you until next year.
I'm too ashamed to face you.