My heart is fried.

I erased the vulgar words in the picture,
cus if my older sis sees it, she will beat the hell out of me
(LOL) (mean!!)
I know she meant good, but she is still evil!!!

I feel like, this picture really tells what is in my mind.
Ughhh, anabelle. Stop thinking.
stop thinking.
stop thinking.
stop thinking.
Use your mind only for studies,not some nonsense.
I'll lose more confidence if I think.
I can make my mind go blank for a second.
But why can't I make it blank for a day?
Or even an hour, at least.
Luckily, the exam distracted me,
and not the other way.
Sigh..

Going Glynis house tomorrow.
Though I prefer to stay at home,
I hope I don't change my mind.

hmm..
oh yah.
so funny, after school.
cus was waiting for bus at the bus stop.
Joy and Trixie saw Germaine.
They ask each other whether they want to say a hi her.
then they wanted to say, also very scared.
so they nvr say.
We all, Germaine, Dinah, Trixie and Joy all dropped down
the same stop, Eastpoint.
Then Joy asked ''Where's Germaine''
LOL!! and cus Germaine was walking past a pillar,
that's why joy nvr see. LOL, Germaine heard joy said that.
Then Germaine and Dinah said ''Hi''
so funny, looking at Joy's face. She so embarassed!
But yeah, they said hi back.
What a happy ending.
hahaha.

MOTHER'S DAY ~ ~

hihihihi!
Happy Mother Day :B
went to eat out at a restaurant just now,
WOOH, feel so bloated.
sob sob, I didn't finish my rice.
I was too full!

WOO! bought it for PB! wore it just now :B It's a wee bit too colourful @,@ WHAT, post another pic of my beautiful shoe cannot meh?!
My black jeans look very crumpled here x.x
[EDITED] I shouldn't have tuck my jeans into my shoe, it looks fugly x.x

blurrer version of my sneakers.
OKOK, I shall stop talking bout my shoe now HAHAHA LOL. <--- taken in the taxi @,@ And we camwhored again when outside the restaurant.



lalalalala~


hehehehehe~ okay ya,shall end here.
kthxbye~

Cus everything we have is stuck in the moment.

I feel that we have distant so much.
Or are you doing it deliberately?

Maybe if I fake a laugh for a long period of time, I can get a real one.

Just watched 'Down With Love'' on Channel U.
that show so nice ~.~
hahaha.
omgggg the next episode is so interesting!
That girl with her fren on the motobike,
THEY RAN OVER THAT STUPID BAD GUY!
YAY!

hehehe, I just joined a group called 'I LOVE STONING'
you should join too!
the description
''a group for people who loves stoning..stoning helps one to forget someone or something for that period of time.if you're stress, just STONE bout nothing.let the blank space go through you mind.it helps:)''
OMG, it's so true lah.
I daydream, I'm always in a trance,
stoning is one of the things I do daily in life.
Hahaha. LOL.
ya okay, I'm running out of things to say.
kthxbye!!

Your only taking and not given any more.

YAY.
Tomorrow is Mother's day.
My smaller sis and I plan to
make a cake, tonight.
And then we put the cake in the fridge,
so tomorrow my mum will have it for breakfast.
MUAHAHHAA, hope my plan will work.
I just hope my mum won't go to the hospital.
Cus you know, it'll be my first time making a cake.
LOL!
But even if she go hospital, she will know we did it out of love.
BUT CHOY CHOY CHOY! she won't go some shit hospital.
CHOYYYYYYYYYYYYY. *touch wood*
Hope my plan will work! My mum will be so touched ~.~
oh yeah, I following this recipe
http://howto.wired.com/wiki/Make_Cake_in_a_Mug
SO SIMPLE RIGHT!
Oh yeah, I'm also changing the hot chocolate mix
to vanilla mix.
hehhehehe.
Cus I don't have hot chocolate mix AND AND AND
my mother doesn't like sweet stuff like chocolate.
HOPE MY PLAN WORKS! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA!

I'm overboard.

Heyyo.
haha.
Gosh, all my recent blog posts,
are all concerning..ya' know.
I shouldn't have wrote them letters in the first place.
Andrea told me something yesterday,
that made me ponder on her question for awhile.
She asked me ''Why you always write letters,instead of cards?''
Why?
I think it's cus, I have alot to say to you.
I just wished I didn't give you that letter.
Even if I wanna give you letter,
I should have just pretended.
Pretence.

I just wanted to make you happy.
You know, you've got alot of subjects.
Ss, Biology, some subjects that I don't even know.
You don't really smile, I just wanted to make up
some jokes to cheer you up.
Why did it turn out that,I have to sacrifice myself,
become a freak, just to make you laugh?
Must I continue, being that role?
I don't know.
Right now, I just want to do my role,
as your
Junior.
Kthxbyee, sunbae.

Have you any idea why a raven is like a writing desk?

I'm afraid you have gone entirely bonkers. But, I'll tell you a secret.
''All the best people are.''