I'm overboard.

Heyyo.
haha.
Gosh, all my recent blog posts,
are all concerning..ya' know.
I shouldn't have wrote them letters in the first place.
Andrea told me something yesterday,
that made me ponder on her question for awhile.
She asked me ''Why you always write letters,instead of cards?''
Why?
I think it's cus, I have alot to say to you.
I just wished I didn't give you that letter.
Even if I wanna give you letter,
I should have just pretended.
Pretence.

I just wanted to make you happy.
You know, you've got alot of subjects.
Ss, Biology, some subjects that I don't even know.
You don't really smile, I just wanted to make up
some jokes to cheer you up.
Why did it turn out that,I have to sacrifice myself,
become a freak, just to make you laugh?
Must I continue, being that role?
I don't know.
Right now, I just want to do my role,
as your
Junior.
Kthxbyee, sunbae.