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It looks damn nice now lah @.@

And finally, after weeks and weeks of depression, I have finally moved on.

Although I have to *painfully* accept that I have developed feelings for you throughout this ordeal, but hey having feelings for someone does not mean you have to act on them right?

It doesn't mean that when you like a married man, you have to confess to him when he has a woman already.. unless you want to be a mistress.

Well, this week had been a tormenting one, because there were so many assignments and tests, and I power-paying-attentioned almost all the lessons in school because I really want to do well to get my Combi 3B.

I think I might be able to cope with all the stress, because I've been studying smart and right after Mid-year. No, I did not knock my head somewhere. I just suddenly have a burst of motivation to want to do well. 

And those who discouraged me to go for Student Leader and Combi 3B, YOU ALL SHOULD RAM YOUR HEAD AGAINST THE WALL BECAUSE NO THE MORE YOU PULL ME DOWN, THE HIGHER I GO.

'Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground. Like a skyscraper' - Demi Lovato

Okay, I'm done ranting.

Going to power-study later! oh yeah, speaking of studying, math test was kind of okay-okay uh, I think I might be able to do well.

The 3bonus mark question was like a giveaway uh.

 k. Shall stop here now.
A nice photo of Carm, meiting and me (:

Ciao!

 

I thought it was just another crush.

Really like this photo, it tells alot.
Urgh, I can't take this anymore.
It's like one night, you promised everything,
and we get so happy and affectionate with each other and feel like, there's this happy and bright future for the both of us..
and suddenly, the next day, you are back to this callous person that doesn't want anything to do with me anymore.

Young love murder, that is what this must be.

Wowwww this picture totally suits you.
I felt like shit and cheated after today.
You told them I pinched you so hard that there
was a scar that's like what, 4cm and looks like
a tiger scratched you? Nice.
Stupid liar.
And, not that I wanted to pinch you during the polaroid.
You were digging so hard into my stomach I wanted to scream.
But I didn't stood up and scream at you, because the polaroid would be ruin and it'll ruin my friend's birthday.
Because my arm was around you, I pinched you lightly at first to nudge you to stop fucking digging your dirty fingers into my waist, but you continued.
So what can I do, stand up and shout at you and you pulling a 'pity' face infront of everybody, and everyone thinking, 'Oh this girl is trying to take all the attention to herself so she can be the limelight in the polaroid'?
And making me the culprit of everything?
No, I wouldn't do that.
And no, I really didn't mean to pinch you, but you were seriously hurting me so what's wrong with me hurting you back?
I won't say sorry. Because it isn't my fault.
I know I said it before during the polaroid taking during the party but no I take it back after today.
You act oh-so-peachy outside but your insides (no literally) are ugly too.
Well you can take the insides literally, cause I think your organs are ugly and mushed together too.

Somemore that scar looks like it was a 'once-an-open-wound' kind of thing.
Seriously? Where got pinch abit that come one tiger scratch one -.-
F-cking liars, they disgust me.

That's what you get when you let your heart win.

Awwww I rlly want that hat! >:
but damn it's 60bucks.
tryna save up $$$ to buy that hat and get my
ear piercing.
and maybe if I am brave enough and also saved up enough money,
I'll go get a second piercing. Heh.
Gah, this 1 week holiday just went wooosh.
but I kind of missed school anyway, miss
paying so much attention in class,
walking aimlessly outside the class to de-stress.
yeappp, good times~
Well, school is gonna start the day after tomorrow.
Didn't do much studying during this holiday, damn.
Only studied 3hours yesterday,
and didn't study at all today
cause I had a bad headache and flu, and
worst part of all, my vision was somewhat pixelated(?)
idk why, been having that problem since the start of holidays.
gahhhhh, gonna start finishing up everything tmr.
And starting from next week onwards,
Ima pay attention in class, study a lot,
ask questions when I'm in doubt,
and stop daydreaming of you.
You can do it Anabelle!




Anabelle, fighting!

Among those beautiful stars.

TYPICALBEN + SMURF = THE BOMB!!!
KYAAAAAH SHO CUTE <:

Woa-oa-oa-oa-oah~

I like how you are with me, in our future history.