what am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up & you're okay?!

Gosh.
My maths fail until very bad!
You don't wanna know.
seriously.
I'm like, 3rd or 4th last?!
OHMYGOSHH.
I really need to jiayou,
and study hard.
I scared to give my mum sign my report card.
Not cus she will beat me,
(she does sometimes)
I'm just scared I make her disappointed.
But you know,
I really didnt want to fail.
serious!
That maths paper was so damn hard lor.
T^T
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Let me just wait to die.