Female Blogger Dilemma

If you are anonymous - you must be a fat ugly loser in real life.

If you show your identity and you look ugly - You should do plastic surgery.

If you show your identity and you already did plastic surgery - you are fake and disgusting.

If you are au-natural and pretty - you are still fake coz you put make-up, or must photoshop your pictures.

If you are pretty and don't put make up - it's because you don't know how. Also, you look boring and pale.

If you are pretty and put make up - you are superficial, insecure and shallow. Go save a whale.

If you get popular - you are a famewhore.

If you don't get popular - you are a nobody.

If you get popular and earn money from being popular - you are a sell-out.

If you get popular but don't earn money - you are stupid, and also, who you think you are, so bloody high and mighty?

If you are single and not dating - something's wrong with you.

If you are single and dating - you are a slut.

If you are attached - your boyfriend is either ugly or too good for you.

If you are married - you are a boring housewife.

If you are married with kids - why the fuck are you blogging when you should be looking after your kids? You are a shit mom.

If your partner is rich - you are a gold-digger.

If your partner is poor - you are a unrealistic romantic and if you break up with him for someone who works later on, you are a gold-digger.

If your partner is nice - Don't know what he sees in you.

If your partner is a jerk - You are a moron for dating him in the first place but you deserve no better anyway.

If you keep your life private - you have something to hide and you are a liar.

If you don't keep your life private and your life is sad - What a loser.

If you don't keep your life private and your life is fab - What a show off.

If you don't speak your mind - you are stupid, apathetic and unopinionated.

If you speak your mind - you are ignorant and talking about things you don't know about. You should shut up.

If you are fat - that's the only thing you are. That and disgusting.

If you are skinny - You must be anexoric or bulimic. Also you are making other women feel fat and thus spreading unhealthy weight ideals.

If you are of average weight - You are fat.

If you don't respond to haters - Means what they said must be true and you have nothing to say.

If you respond nicely to haters - They will just have more ammunition and hate you more.

If you respond rudely to haters - You cannot take criticism and you are a cyberbully.




Overall... You just can't win!!
this is so true man.
Credits for this beautiful post: Xiaxue.blogspot.com (:

certain words have piercing strength.

Dog days are over - Florence and The Machine
Happiness / hit her / like a train on a tra-ck
Coming towards her / stuck still / no turning ba-ck
She hid around corners / and she hid under beds /
She killed it with kisses and from it she fl-ed /
With e-very bubble she sank with a drink /
And wa-shed it away down the kitchen sink.

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are comin' so you better run

Run fast for your mother; run fast for your father /
Run for your children all your sisters and brothers /
Leave all your love and your longing behind.
You can't carry it with you / if you want to survive

The dog days are ove-r /
The dog days are do~ne /
Can you hear the horse-s/
'Cos here they come

And I- never wanted /
anything from yo-u /
Except /
e-verything / you had
And / what was left after that too / Oh!

Happiness / hit her / like a bullet in the ba-ck
Struck from /a great height

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/dog-days-are-over-lyrics-florence-and-the-machine.html ]

By someone /who should have known be-tte-r / than tha-t

The dog days are ove-r /
The dog days are do~ne /
Can you hear the horses /
'Cos here they co-me

Run fast for your mother / run fast for your father
Run for your children all your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you / if you want to survive

The dog days are ove-r /
The dog days are do~ne /
Can you hear the horse-s/
'Cos here they co-me/

The dog days are ove-r /
The dog days are do~ne /
The horse-s are co-min'
So you'd better ru-n /

The dog days and over-r /
The dog days are do~ne /
The horse-s are co-mi -n' /
So you'd better ru--n
Love this song! Glee made a cover on this!

Amazing race!

So right now, I'm blogging in darkness since the study room light just spoiled -.-
If you've been looking at my tweets and stuff you would have known that I went for the percussion band amazing race. woah, it was like BOOMZ!
I'll have to thank my seniors for everything, it was really, really amazing!
From tampines, to changi airport, to paya lebar, and then to esplanade, and then to plaza singapura I think. (not sure if its in order lol)
It was a really long ride and it was awkward because I didn't know what to say to my group mates (?) during that long ride. lol.
P.S: I was really inactive and emo cus I forgot to drink coffee in the morning.
P.S.S: Coffee addicts get really upside down when they never drink coffee for a day.

is feeling like she wants to do something about it.

I don't believe it's this much of a coincidence

Just the way you are.

Don't you feel that sometimes, you feel like you want to bang you head
on a wall continuously?
Don't you feel that sometimes, you keep wanting more and more from others,
like a vampire on a killing spree?
Don't you feel that sometimes, you know that you just need to be yourself, and live life to the fullest, but you still care about what people think of you, and you keep trying to be perfect?

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of~

I LOVE GLEE!
Watched finish episode 8 of season 2 glee!
awww why kurt leave glee to go to some gay academy? ):
WHYY TELL ME WHYYY!!
hmm school.
band today at 9am.
omgg so tiring must stand so long with the djembe hanging and pulling your shoulder.
T___T
and wooooh! my audition works!!!!1 so happy hhaahah.
played with joan and carmelita hahha.
k that's all.
sayonara~

GLEEEEEEE.

HOORAY!
Episode 8 season 2 GLEE come our alr!!
I'm downloading right now hahaha can't wait to watch it!
and right now I don't really have much of games to play.
Mirror's Edge, Sims 2, yeah.
I want more games! anyone can recommend me some?
I can't play audition, I don't know why the downlaod always stuck somewhere one.
and somemore is 3gb(!!!)
it's going to take freaking long.
anyone got the torrent? I want to download slowly hahaha.
okayyy that's all. kthxbye!!

And that's how Sue, Cs it (:

''I will go to the animal shelter and get you a kitty cat. I will let you fall in love with that kitty cat. And then on some dark,cold night I will steal it away into your home and punch you in the face!'' Sue Sylvester

No, glee ain't high school musical.

I'M OFFICIALLY A GLEEK!!
OMGG SO OBSESSED WITH GLEE NOW!
Sooo many songss I downloaded!!
woooh!
And took very long to find for season 2 of glee!
couldn't find the online streaming ones.
And yay, my mum is buying tickets for harry potter and the deathly hallows
now!
life just couldn't get any better (:
k done with my post!
kthxbye!!

We're living in a predator-eats-prey world.

This is my opinion, why do you even care? -.-

RAWRRAWRRAWR!!

HEYHEYHEY!
so yeah, these few weeks have been busy, so didn't blog.
WOOH,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE HIU!
seriously lah, gonna miss you when you migrate.
weeee,your birthday party was damn fun lah!
wild wild wet, macs, water bomb, and cake!
yumsss, hahaha!
(by the way her birthday was weeks ago LOL)
okay so yesterday,
I went to school to realise there was no band LOL!
AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF JAMIE!
SHE TOLD ME ON TUESDAY, GOT BAND TMR MAH.
and then I had to come to school ALONE and walk around the school to find for 3/1 classroom.
SUPER SCARY. LIKE, REALLY. CAN MAKE HAUNTED MOVIE ALR.
and then I scold her lah, and she said that is she sms me on 9pm+ on monday.
-.-
okay, enough of the past. ~.~
today I went to singapore polytechnic, the first poly in singapore!
but only went to the auditorium only, didn't get to walk around the school ):
damn fun, we also got goodie bag! (:
ugh, the emcee so bias to the st. hildas'.
keep asking them to cheer their cheer.
AND WOOH, SAC GOT 1ST MAN WOOOH!!!
OUT OF SOOO MANY SCHOOLS EH!

-rolls eyes-

Ugh, can't you just differentiate crush and love?
I hate those kind of ppl. like seriously.
''This is true love''
*WHACKS ACROSS YOUR FACE*
Hello? you're only sec1, maybe in your future you can find a better partner -.-
And like what true love lah, if he turn into an ugly faggot you still like meh.
Then tell me why you didn't crush on other tcher la.
Mr siddiq also good what, and what about mr ramlee?
like really really, I bet you'll turn to others when he becomes a faggot.
And I don't know why I'm so irritated by this too, none of my business right?
But still, pissed off ._.

Auburn - LA LA LA [DRUM COVER] Feat Iyaz Produced by JR Rotem

THIS DRUM COVER IS WICKED!!
LALALA- Aurburn feat Iyaz Drum cover

I'll send you a picture, let you know I miss you

Heyall!
So, today I'm blogging about yesterday,
slept reeeally early yesterday cus was super exhausted after band,
that's why didn't blog yesterday.
yesterday, omggg.
during the national anthem,
my heart pumped like super hard,
like adrenaline rush or something!
I think its cus I saw ms martens at 3rd floor,
spying on us behind a wall.
I was scared cus she looked like she was looking at me,
I thought she wanted to catch me for fringe LOL.
omgg you don't know how it feels, it's like indescribable.
Like, your heart pump so fast, and I could hear the thumps in my ears.
and my palms was like very very sweaty, and I was breathing heavily.
super scary, i tell you!
And when I told 'C', she just ignored me.
And after that, she ignored me for the rest of the day.
I didn't annoy her or anything, really.
Oh yes, and in the mac lab, teacher said can go internet after you finish the survey.
hahaha everyone crowded around one computer to watch horror movie trailers LOL.
Paranormal activity, Piranha 3D, Dead Silence, Ju-on, and i think got more.
uhmm, piranha 3D not really horror lah, but its scary.
And then when I was talking to 'C', she kept looking at me nose.
Then I used my hand to wipe across my nose, and then I saw blood on my hand.
I was quite angry, cus she didn't tell me there was a drip of blood on my nose.
Oh yes, my nose was bleeding cus I plucked out a pimple-like thingy.
super painful!
But she should tell me what, somemore the blood was like bleeding non-stop until I went to wash my face.
okay shall stop talking bout her, she makes my blood boil.
Okay so after school, went to sit at cafe there with valerie and gang.
Slackkk~
and then OMGG you know ms anne, ms chen, and low went to sit beside our table!
And then they laugh until damn loud urh!
Then we purposely laugh louder LOLLL AHAHHAHA!
was damn funny, valerie damn fake la laugh like that
''MUAHAHAHA'' the wicked laugh LOLL.
and nicole told me that low took a peek at muah <3
And when valerie sneak until below my chair to catch me leg,
I stand up and scream urh, she damn funny sia LOLL
(cus she knows I'm scared of paranormal stuff)
So I got up from my seat and chased after her,
and just when I got up, my chair almost dropped but I put properly.
and nicole told me that low wanted to catch my chair to prevent it from falling LOL.
And then one of the teacher told him ''so far away you can catch meh''
HAHAHHAAHA!
awwwww <3
and after that went band,
wah super tiring! must pack everything lor.
there were alot fun parts, but yeah, cut short. hahaaha
kthxbye!!

You're the smoke to my high ♥

This week has been busy.
Due to studying for exams.
But, in the end,
it feels great that exams are over!
Oh yeah, the day before having the maths exam,
went valerie house to study. But in the end we played only LOL.
only nicole guai guai study lor LOL.
I don't know when have I started to think like this,
but I feel very left out from this 'clique'
It's like I'm always the one who stands behind them,
and they're always infront talking among themselves.
And whenever there's something they wanna share,
they'd say ''Everyone can take except anabelle''
I mean, I know they're joking, but still,
I feel abit hurt. Because they ALWAYS say anabelle.
Not other people in the clique.
Is it because I'm always soft with my friends?
So should I act abit.. tougher?
but like what? bash them up or what.
But well, the best is being yourself.
But whenever I talk to them,
my mind would be ''Oh know, anabelle,
be careful with what you say'' and all that.
Due to my low self esteem.
and because of thinking that way,
I take very long to answer others,
and sometimes when they say something,
I would ''huh?'' cus I didn't listen to what they said
because I was too careful in my thoughts.
Sighhhhhhhhhhh anabellee.

KMFKLNM4ORJNFGERNBVGKRT

PONY GO BACK TO YOUR WONDERLAND LAH!
YOU WERE THE ONE WHO MADE ME HATE PONIES.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I hate hate hate hate you

there I go, to rcube again -.-
stupid pony anyhow send people to rcube one.
okay, for those who don't know what I was talking about,
here it what happened:
our home econs powerpoint presentation was at the mac lab,
And since there was some 'technical difficulties', the teacher was
doing some stuff at the comp and ignored the whole class,
everyone started chatting and talking,
yeah I was one of them.
Well I was abit hyper so I was 'walking' around with the rolling chair.
And then My chair got stuck on this piece of wire,
I tried to roll over it but cannot. So I keep going front and back and front and back,
and I didnt know it was noisy lah and pony shouted ''GET OUT! YOU MAKING ALOT OF NOISE''
stupid pony you suck! suck like hell!
WELL IT WAS HER FAULT SHE DIDN'T WARN ME AT FIRST RIGHT!
HOW CAN JUST SEND ME TO RCUBE LIKE THAT.
AND THAT MS SWAN AT THE RCUBE DIDN'T EVEN BLAME PONY BUT GO AND BLAME ME.
I told the ms swan twin that pony didn't warn me at first okay. And how would I know I was at fault you shitface.
And why cannot play while you were fixing the damn computer!?
It's not our fault that we're playful okay, we're still kid-to-teen you ass.
and you know what's the worse?!
After thinking about it for a long time, I finally realised why she sent me to rcube.
She sent me there so that the whole class will be scared and so they will not talk during the presentation. Cus she know 1/2 talks alot, like alot.
IF NOT WHY SHE NEVER SEND THOSE WHO TALK LOUDER THAN ME TO RCUBE THEN.
LIKE, ALMOST THE WHOLE CLASS TALKED AND SHE SAID SHE WILL SEND ALL OF US TO RCUBE. BUT THEN SHE DIDN'T.
stupid shit, she still call me a hooligan.
I hope she get fired man,
anyway sooner or later she'll get fired anyway,
always eating biscuit in the office and slack slack slack.
okay I've enough ranting.
and for those who wants to send to me rcube,
too bad you've got not enough evidence cos I didn't mention the names of the people involved in this.
I'm not trying to act like what liddat la but seriously, have you got nothing to do?
okay yeah, shall stop now. -.-

-moooody-

I won't be blogging these few days.
Need to study for exams!
okay, byeeee! (:
Oh yah, good luck all for exam hahaha

Sleep. Eat. Bathe. Study. Play Computer.

OMG SO FREAKING CUTE!

okay, though it's kind of late,
I shall blog about Graduation Nite!
wooh omg it's a great success!
But suuuuper tiring!
Need to keep changing and practicing and changing and practicing.
But it was damn fun!
got to eat free mc chicken hehehe.
But I got tired of the taste lah,
like, ate mc chicken at arts alive,
and also brought home another 2 mc chicken,
and now I have to eat mc chicken AGAIN for dinner?!
damn sick of it like ewww can taste the disgusting mayonnaise
mixing with the chicken.
okay maybe it's abit nice lah but IT'S FATTENING OMFGGGG!
Okay I think I'm being abit fussy about food,
and I'm whining about such things,
but hey, food is love <3
my freaking not-gonna-happen dream is to be a pastry chef!

Been studying alot nowadays. Must be very prepared for exams!
I must not fail maths again!

Sick and tired of your attitude.

''No, that ain't betray''.

sad, happy, angry, tired, moodless.

omg, I almost fainted today at the bus stop.
Cus I didn't eat during recess, and I had
very bad cramps.
(the 7days of the month)
(and today's the first day of it)
It was really heavy, and I felt really faint.
And then I drank water at least can survive the whole trip to my house.
And even crazier, we got drama and gym!
Which means I have to do extra workouts and movements ):
And omg,
gym was a disaster.
Suppose to do the balance thingy and move my legs,
I didn't move!! Ahhh dumb dumb anabelle!
And today 2:15 suppose to meet teacher to take the form
to perform at Sec4's grad nite,
I didn't take eh! Dieee laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ):
Okay, you may think that
I can just meet the teacher tmr and take the form and ask my mum to sign.
But the grad nite is tmr! And how am I going to take form and sign and all that!
(aiyah you know what I mean la)
So many things to do......
sighhhhhh.

In a mess.

Ughhhh, stop it anabelleee.
They're just your 'recess' friends.
Stop thinking like, they are more than that.
They left you cause.. they felt like your just
a friend.
not a good friend, nor a best friend.
a 'recess' friend.

But I've had enough of it.
Dreading going recess everytime.
I feel like, I'm invisible with them.
Always sitting at the end of the table when we sit together.
And while they happily chat together, I'll just sit alone,
eat alone.
I can't say I hate them, nor I like them.
I don't know.
Just very stressed right now.
and I think this is affecting my studies.
SO STOP THINKING,
they're not worth it!

"you, me; we're face to face but we don't see eye to eye."

HEYY~
wooh yesterday was like, damn fun lah!
went Soapbox derby!
Got free t-shirt and 2 Mc chicken~~~
can get free mc chicken cos got alot extra hehehe
(and I heard the teachers talking, they said the mc chickens cost
$135 total!)
Soapbox derby was like awesome lah!
PB had to perform for like damn long under the hot sun lor ):
and I think I got abit of sunburn.
And thanks to PB, SAC won most supportive award!
and omg, hilary keep telling me stuff that can boost my confidence
HAHAHAHAH! Really love her alot <3
but I'm serious, I got no confidence one ):
okay,yeah.
Soapbox was just.. very fun lah!
kthxbye!!

Just the thought of you can drive me wild (:

So cm'on anabelle!
Say what you want to say,man.

okay, so I'm gonna talk about yesterday.
Yesterday didn't have the time to blog lah,
slept damn early.
okay ya here goes (:
Class was normal, but that fcuking girl go
and colour my drumsticks -.-
like wtf la I go toilet awhile only then she go anyhow scribble on my drumsticks.
SHE THINK SHE WHO?!
I effing hate her. Last time I bear with it lor, when she very mean to me.
I was like ''Okay nvm, I shan't do anything to offend her.''
and kept saying ''It's okay'' when everything is not.
And somemore she sit behind me during class!
she damn annoying! like, keep scribbling on my chair -.-
okay, relax, anabelleee.
Hmm, cca was okay lah.
But before I went for cca I was damn scared.
I scared I out of rythmn for Interplay!
like gosh, I was trembling!
And there was once I didn't know the song started already,
and everyone started playing already,
and I didn't play! I didn't know mah!
I thought they are practicing! And then
Angeline ask ''why you not playing?'' or something.
And I just kept quiet. although alot aloooot of things ran through my mind.
Sighhh, this made me lose alot of confidence.
I don't have anymore confidence already! So stop it ):
But Hooray, 1month no cca!
have time to cool down, get my confidence back (:
hope so.
kthxbye!!

i-i-i-i-i-......

HELLO.
sorry for not blogging these past few days,
as life as been going very normal now, since it's a holiday for a week.
Omg, I'm currently addicted to the drama,
Personal Taste! On episode 11 now WOOHOO!
watching in computer hehehe :B
kthxbye!!!

Just when I had a sudden burst of motivation to study, school holiday came.

AHHH I want to go school!

Ohhh you make me smile (:

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side
Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where
You send me, lets me know that it's okay
Yeah, it's okay
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone,
Somehow you come along just like
A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain, and just like that

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile

ART'S ALIVE 2! (;

HEYHEYHEY!
omg I've got like so damn many things to say!
ahhh! okay, firstly,
ART'S ALIVE WAS A GREAT SUCCESS!
I miss going in and out of the dressing room!
I miss looking into those superstar-like mirrors,
I miss people helping me put my make-up,
I miss everything ):
I hope the memories would stay in my heart.
Yes, I mean it.
Omg, I really love drama, their acting is great!
I love Indian Dance too! omg their song stuck in my head eh HAHAHA!
I love Modern Dance even though I never watched finish their show,
cus need put make up all this. sighh..
oh yeah I also saw valerie dancing eh! WOOOOHH! Modern Dance ftw!
Almost couldn't recognise glynis and clarissa in their makeup HAHHAA!
Okay maybe this is going to take forever if I named all the cca's.
so..
I LOVE ALL THE CCA'S THAT PERFORMED HAHHAA!
Especially,
PB!
Percussion Band rules! you know, when the emcee asked a question,
I forgot what was the question,
everyone shouted ''Percussion Band! percussion band!''
And everyone in the dressing room was like
''Wtf? is our turn to perform alr? I haven't even get ready yet!''
And the emcee talked was like
''very sure is percussion band? really really sure is percussion band?''
HAHAHHAA.
Omg, I love percussion band.
Now I feel like having more percussion band practices.
No, don't make it only wednesday and fridays.
make it everyday! HAHHAHAA
(omg no I will die of stress!)

bored tired sick annoyed irritated angry mad sad cold sleepy happy full stressed troubled soul.

Omg, I didn't know a little drum is so hard to play!
yessss! really!

Inspirations take flight (;

Omg, I changed my blogskin!
and.. it took me 1hour 10minutes to change a skin!
tsk tsk..
I'm like damn picky with my skins lor.
And somehow, I'm still not happy with this skin.
I hate the scroll bar on the entry dere.
Yeah, the one you are scrolling now. LOL.
But I'll change more tomorrow.
Super tired right now. 10:40pm.
and there's like, alot of things to say lah, but I'll keep it short.
School has been crazy, I think partly because I stayed in school longer
than at home? Well, there were times school was boring.
I feel really really moody nowadays. Must be the hormones.
omg, you know, school, cca, everyone thinks I'm crazy
when I said there are no probs with gays and lesbians.
and they think I'm like, a lesbian myself, because I sided the
'lesbians and gays'
I mean, what's wrong with them, they're still humans!
there may be some wrongs in the gender, but hey,
it's the love that counts! there are no boundaries in love!
And usually their parents wouldn't allow there children
to be a lesbo or a gay. And there'll be problemss and troubles.
Take it as, they are born like that.

Pfft.

''Yeah? And I bet that he smiles at all the girls that way >.>''

I love die you.

Gosh, I should really change blogskin!
It's getting boring and boring-er!
Okay so yesterday, I lost my wallet.
Obviously it'll be stolen lah!
You know how I put my wallet?
I put it beside my bag and hid it with my bottle.
So stupid, but I was damn lazy to put my wallet into my bag.
So when I went into the D&T room and lalla play play and going
to the music room alr, I took my bag and water bottle and went up to music room.
After band, I then found out that my wallet is missing from my bag, I went
to the D&T room and found Joan on the way.
It's gone.
I cried omgg, I'm so damn emotional!
aahhhh Joan saw me crying!
And then on the bus ride (Joan lent me money) I kept crying
and pb mates all ask me don't cry (awwwwww)
Yeah but I was like a cry baby and go wawaawaaa
stupid me!!!! ahhhh!!!
OH HAHHA. AND GUESSS WHAT?
You know where I found my wallet today?
In my bag!!! It was at the back!! omgg.
But I was sure it wasn't in my bag! I was veryy sure!!!
It must be the spirits!!! They saw I was depressed and they came to help!!

x.x

Sighh..
Urgh I tio fever,
and idk how I got it eh!
Many say that is cus of the weather during Sport's Carnival,
but its not lor, my sister and bro also got fever.
and they nvr go sport's carnival obviouslyy.
this afternoon, I vommitted x.x
omgg it was a terrible sight.
Don't wanna talk about it x.x
And took temperature a few hours ago,
37.9.
But this morning I had 38.8degrees eh.
So it's quite an improvement.
OMG.
you know what?!
just now I woke up from my sleep,
my heart was pumping so hard.
alot of things ran through my mind.
omggg. and I couldn't control my heartbeat.
I almost felt I was going insane!
omggg and a part of me kept telling myself to cooldown.
But my heart beated very quickly.
until I ran out and tell my sis and mum.
omgg now I know how it feels like to have heart attack.
Its really scary.
And now I also know how people got insane when
their temperature is 40degrees.
It's really scary. ahh I'm so scared to go to sleep later ):
I'm afraid when I get up I'll become a lunatic.
CHOY TOUCH WOOD!
ok la,
kthxbye!

Let's turn the clock anti-clockwise, so that we can rewind the time.

''Come, say that again. I'll ask the whole band come bash you up.''
Ugh. okay. I'm not going to care about you anymore.
Been having mood swings lately. sigh.
And idk why, my eyes hurt so bad now, in the morning.
I just woke up only eh x.x
hope my sunburn will disappear by wednesday.
speaking of wednesday, it reminds me of TRIBUTE BOOKMARK OMGGGG!
I totally forgot that homework! Zzz I feel damn lazy to do.
and omg. last night was damn funny.
I wanted to play PSP before I sleep.
I played Harvest Moon, where you pluck weeds and water your plants etc etc.
While I was watering my radish, I suddenly remembered my Coriander!
The coriander which we gotten during Thumbs Up! programme.
Gosh, but in the end my mum said I don't have to water it so many times.
And omg, I think it's still a seed eh! Why!! issit because I have no gardening skills!?
):
okay, yeah.
kthxbye!!

Run like the wind.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!
Sport's Carnival today rocks!
I was the official, so all I have to do is slack slack slack hahahaa ♥
Omggg the race was so thrilling!
I LOVED THE TEACHER'S RACE ESPECIALLY.
You should look at mr low's expression when he ran. HAHAHA.
Omgg, valerie so cute! she brought a toy lobster to school!
(that is very tentaclyyy and sick)
She went to scared people around with the lobster!
And then after that, we were wondering who to scare next.
and rin just walk past, so I went to scare her with the lobster HAHAHAHA
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
but then later she tickled me ): hehehe
We went to scare mr low too, but he ain't scared at all.
so after the carnival, glynis, carm, hui ting, nicole, nicole soo,clar all went tm together!
Wooh! Loved the beef rice!
Went comics connection, omgg I saw katekyo hitman reborn figurines($12.90!)!
I also saw lambo's horns! On a hairband! (7.90+ i think)
Everything's so expensive ):
yeah just cut-ted short everything.
kthxbyee!!

Uncrocodile tears.

Urgh.
Caught for fringe again.
(again, and again, and again, and again.)
And this time, I got caught for both fringe and drumming.
Oh yeah, I've been repeating the same question to different people,
for a million time.
Drumming is not the same as Banging.
I'm correct right?
And yet, you, told me that banging is the same as drumming WTF man.
Let me tell you the definition of drumming.
–verb (used without object)

to beat on ANYTHING rhythmically, esp. to tap one's fingers rhythmically on a hard surface.
–verb
to strike or beat resoundingly
to strike violently or noisily
(got it from dictionary.com hahaha)

SO.. you tell me.
PROOF to me.
And haha, you told me this.
''Banging and drumming is the same. I know it. I'm an english teacher.''
EAT COWSHIT. They are not the same. I have proof already.
And, I wanted to scream this into your face
''DRUMMING AND BANGING IS NOT THE SAME LA''
Yet, I couldn't. Words couldn't come out of my mouth.
I appeared calm on the outside, and my lungs felt like it's gonna burst
any minute in the inside.
And maybe perhaps that's the reason why tears keep coming down.
Tears of angerness.
Tears of hatred.
Why are teachers allowed to scream at students, and students
aren't allowed to scream at teachers.
It's really, really unfair.

again, and again, and again, and again.

Dress with sneakers = sooo do not match,
but it shows that you're yourself :)
normal day today, kept look outside the window.
Gosh, I really really need to improve my eyesight!
I can't see the whiteboard from the back!
Well, I can but it's blur.
Visualiser = OMG really really need to depend
on my friend, can't see at all leh!

I'll throw all your stuff away, and clear you out of my head.
I'll tear you out of my heart,and ignore all your messages.
I tell everyone we are through, cause I'm so much better without you.
Here we go again - Demi lovato :)
yeah, I'll throw away all the post-it notes that contain your name.
I'm so much better without you, man.
I can't believe I didn't notice it until now.
and gosh, you look damn ugly upclose!
Far away you look good, upclose damn ugly like eewww!
I almost vommitted.
You're a jerk, you're annoying, you're a snob.
I was loveblind that time, so I didn't care when you act like a b@stard.
like ewwwwwww, what was I thinking!
and that deep secret of yours, I know everything.
Well, I can't write here, that's all I can say.
If not kena go RCube and blah blah again.
I wouldn't want to make trouble again, would I?

like a stubborn piece of ice atop melted water.

That's right, drums are the only things for me! :)
Kept drumming today during school.
played at the corridor softly, though it's still loud when I try soft-ing it.
Could not play in class, cus Hui Ting will mess up my fringe >:
Sighh..
Today really moodless.
Cried during maths lesson.
''sooooooooo moody today. tears keep coming down during maths lesson. idk why x.x''
This was what I wrote on facebook.
Truth is, I know why. I know everything.

Ugh, I hate saying this but..
I HATE YOU.
I can't believe you'd talk bad about me INFRONT OF MY FACE.
You think I'm really dumb?
Fact is, I act dumb.
Truth is, I know everything that's going on.
I'm only acting immature infront of you.
I'm afraid I'll become a cold monster.
You told me that you are scared when I am expressionless.
And, I wanted to become a kiddy, so you will
feel comfortable with me.
really, I can't believe you'd badmouth me infront of me.
I can't believe you'd join others just because they are what? awesome?
haha.
You really think I'm stupid?
Haha, the stupid one is you.
You shitface.
Would you like it if I told you infront of your face,
you sound like an alien baby, and you look like a b*tch?
Today, I made you realise the feeling of losing a friend.
''Why you ditch me and go with ____ and ____''
Well, I'll tell you.
Because you sound like an alien baby and you look like a b*tch!
You understand?
YOU UNDERSTAND?
''Before you badmouth others, look at yourself first''

ORALEEEEEEEE ):

Omg.
Oral sucks!
I totally blew it.
Gosh, teacher keep asking me questions!
ahhhhhhh!
Gosh, I wanna dieee ):
Well, something that is good,
is that I'm lucky L is not my tester.
If not sure die, cannot concentrate HAHAHAHA.
And, someone, dk who, said that when she was reading the passage,
L was like, LOOKING at her. and like, so intimately!!
You know what I mean!!

''Beautiful in the outside, (VERY) ugly in the inside.''

Sparks fly, it's like electricity.

Totally moodless today.
School- Totally moodless! Well, there were some parts when
I was angry with 1/2.
Urghhh. Even if I was drumming, it was during free time what.
Somemore, you even talk LOUDER than me. Trust me.
And you just suddenly shouted at me to stop drumming.
And what's more, I was drumming softly ok. I really really don't want to disturb others.
And last time, kena scolded by her again -.- She said I was noisy when I'm drumming.
It's not noise, it's rythmn man! -.- And that time was even air-drumming!
I was drumming in air leh, how to have noise one!
Then when she saw me drumming in mid-air, she rolled her eyes.
Whateverrrrr! She knew she lost HAHAHAHAH!
CCA- Even worst! really really pissed off and some parts were moodless.
Pissed of cus laos ppl can get air-con, and we not going laos have to go outside like dogs, go clean instruments?
Somemore they phrase it like I making them, yes making, them lose face.
omg PLEASE. -.-
And, okay, I'm not trying to say like I like face so much, but URGHHH!
Can you imagine? you outside the room, sitting down and cleaning the instruments?!
It sounds more like a punishment for not going Laos.
And what's more,you don't know what the passerbys expression were.
Look at us cleaning instruments outside the room. Look into the room. Look at us again with disgusted faces.
At least give us CIP points man! So we're doing this all for free?!
At least give us a room to clean the instruments! our back were aching from slouching!
SERIOUSLY.
I'd rather play the hand drum all day than sit outside the room, cleaning instruments with disgusted faces looking at ya.
Do you know how it feels?!
When you really need us, you'll stress us all day until we're dead beat. When you don't need us, you push us aside like we're some.. dogs.
at least show us that you appreciate it la!
And that.. toopid N, ARGHHH.
She was sitting on a chair.
And when we come in with the instruments,
she look at the instruments with shifty eyes.
like, checking whether we really put in effort in cleaning or not.
does it even matter whether we put in effort?!
And when she caught me looking at her, with those shifty eyes,
She looked at me with DEATH GLARE.

And I thought band was fun.
Last time, I even wanted to stay back with the sec2, 3, and 4s (that time when they havent left yet)when we're all sitting together, cus they always ask us sec1s to leave first.
I wanted to stay. cus I feel so warm.
Now, I just want to get out of that damn door.
Ok. I'm done ranting.
Feel good now.
I think I'm going to listen to music before I sleep.
kthxbye.~

"i hear music, that's my heartbeat playing."

I love music!
Heelloooo, just came back from band camp!
Omg, there's like so many things I wanna say,
I donno where to start.
Okay, take it from when I was rushing after school okay.
I need to take cab home because I left my camp bag there.
Not that I'm THAT careless lah, but I thought band is starting at 5pm.
That's why! I read the form wrongly >:
Okay so yeah, forced andrea to come take cab with me so I won't be late.
(I'm scared of taking cab alone!)
But in the end, still took bus.
2:25pm. I reached home.
Bathed, changed, tied my hair.
2:30. Eat chicken rice.
Omg I could finish the chicken rice in like, 5 mins!? best record man!
Okay so I had to reach music room by 3pm lah,
took cab to school. $3+ ):
And when I reached school and just practiced in the malay room.
It was soooo boring. I even thought '' Sighh, I wasted $3 for cab just to get here''
BUT I WAS WRONG. SO WRONGGG.
BAND WAS LIKE, SOO FUN LAH!
We played Ice and water(OMG RAMITA RUN SO FAST), uhmm
watch movie (I haven't watched finish Drum lines then fell asleep!)
music chairs,
AND OMGG BLIND MICE WAS REALLYYY FUN TODAY.
HAHAHAHA!
I think we really bonded, thanks to this camp.

Omgg hahaha, everyone keep asking for my 'company' when they wanna go toilet.
And no, the company is not me. It's.. MY LITTLE TORCHLIGHT!
and ahhh, pb mates soo cuteee!
They always ask me ''Come sit beside me''
hehehehehe
I feel so warm hehehehe
Like pri1 little little girlyssssssssssss

and actually I have alot more to say.
But.. just cut short or you'll fall asleep.
ok, that's it.
kthxbye!!

Record a snapshot.

Ahahaha, let me tell you a dream I dreamt a few days ago.
Didn't had time to write an entry, so yeah, now then write.
here goes.
The dream was so vivid.
I didn't want to wake up.
I wanted to continue dreaming.
I dreamt of.. Mr Low. LOL.
I dreamt he cut mohawk (If that's how you spell it)
And he asked me if I want to be his girlfriend.
I rejected him without even a second thought.
This dream was funny, yet it makes sense.
I know that I like him, is cus of his appearance.
It's not love. Beauty doesn't count.
Well, maybe a count abit.
But if I really like him, I would have accepted right?
and today, jia hui told me, that he looked moody.
And when he passing jia hui, he fake smiled. to NO ONE. LOL.
and there was no one behind her LOL.

There are alot of things I wanna say. But I just woke up, can't
remember anything.
School was normal.
PB was normal.
Wait, school is abnormal! There is some flying thingies on the 4th floor.
It's so scary. LOL.

[edit] BAND CAMP TMR!
there's alot of things I'm thinking of right now.
comb my hair before I sleep, so that I won't have messy hair,
don't be abnormal, yeahh etc etc.
yeah.ok.
kthxbye!!!

Racial Harmony Day's Eve!

Heyheyhey all~~~
omg, yesterday drum circle.
GOT FRONT ROW TICKETS TO WATCH MR LOW MAN!
Full view you know!
It was a great scenery!
And omg,
yesterday.. I really don't know what happened yesterday.
Hilary and I were at the 4th floor, looking down at the hall,
the chairs for drum circle was already prepared.
Was talking to hilary, then we saw mr low.
Then we smiled at him, he just..
okay, I don't know whether I'm lying to myself, I don't know whether he really DID that.
He rolled his eyes(he did see us).
I mean, I can't believe it man.
I've always been his no.1 fan.
He got so much attention until become like that right?!
And, alot of people say, that I will have to wait till he teaches my class,
then I will hate him. I didn't believe them at first. But now, I have.
And, this status appeared on my news feed just now,
''Gosh.yesterday Mr Low waved at me and wink at me.i m so dazed man.''

Omg, he winks at people?!?! flirt man! He's a teacher leh!

It's on. It's on. It's on.

Omgg. I love her nails!
Gonna polish my nails that color when I have the time!
Sighh.. our class still want class t-shirt,
and we've been deciding for like,
half a year?! by the time we finish deciding,
school end alr!
somemore the colour they want is yellow.
yellow + sacss black shorts = Bumblebee!
just like the picture up dere ^
LOLL.

LOL. I had a crazy dream last night.
I dream that I forgot to wear Band t-shirt on monday!
And then alot of terrible things happened x.x which I forgot o-o
I just remembered it was terrible. LOL.
ok. So I have to remember to bring band shirt on monday.
Cannot let my dream happen in real life (!!!)

RAWR means I love you in dinosaur language.

Did you know that when people appear in your dreams, it's because that person wants to see you. - Times Magazine
Oh, so Low wants to see me? :>

Till this cherry blossoms die, can I dream a love for a moment?

OMGG.
Low's bag was handbag eh!
And no, not those woman kind. well,abit.
BUT OMG, I CALL IT STYLE MAN!
Omgggg, he got taste eh!!
AND I BET HE READS FASHION MAGAZINES.
Omgggg, he's soooooo cool!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Co-operation, gee.

Okay, since it's quite late at night and I got nothing to do, and can't sleep,
I'm gonna write about stuff that happened a few days ago.
Okay. I officially hate the class committee. not all.
I asked other classes, they hate theirs to.
It's because, they hold so much power, they feel confident,
and powerful.
And they start to shout and scream at us in class.
I mean, I don't want a perfect class, I just want a cooperative class.
But, they turned into monsters.
hey 1/2, if you are reading this, have you noticed that only the class committee
is shouting at us? I mean, I can take a few shouts, but not ALL the time.
And, we are there listening to what they're going to say.
I salute catherine, claudine and Xinyi man.
I don't know how they can tolerate the shoutings.
The committee shout at almost everything. And they talk louder than us. still want to ask us keep quiet.
I remembered a few days ago, I was trying my best to find my IHG book under my desk.
WTF. can't they see I'm alr rushing? you think I wanna be late isit?
And renee was also finding her file or smth, and they just SCREAMED at her.
yes, scream. They don't care remember? they're monsters.
And I remembered telling 'lalala' that nobody is perfect. We can't do things perfectly.
And she said 'I got say we need to be perfect meh?'
noob much? Rushing us like we are PERFECT girls, pfft.
they have became the pig from Animal Farm. They changed so much from the beginning of the year, I don't even know who they are anymore.

imy.

''Maybe if I fake a smile for a long time, it'll turn into a real''
OMG.
I knew it. I knew he wasn't going to turn up for assembly.
Well, I'm not sure if he was at the back of 1/3 or not.
Omg, I feel so guilty the whole day.
I couldn't have my afternoon nap in peace!
My stomach feels so hot and my heart feels so tight >:
I feel so guilty. It was me. It was me. It was me.
Sighh...
I wanna turn things around ): I wanna go to the staffroom and find him.
Tell him I'm sorry. But how? If he asks why you say sorry?
What's my reason?
I like you too much until I implicated you?
He'll laugh his head off man.
Sighh..
I just want things to be normal.
The time when I like red cars neutrally, and I don't know you and you don't know me.
Or a better solution,
Die. Yes, die.
Die you, low. Yes, die.
I hope you die sooner, the better.
Though you don't know how much I want you.

That's just shit.

Zzzzz,
why do people want to change for their friends?
I mean, you won't be yourself if you change right?
Just like love, if you aren't meant to be together,
then you aren't meant to be together.
Just like LOW and me <3 style="font-size:180%;">''I'm am this type of person''
I have enough of your shit.
I mean, you are who you are right?
Don't say ''I am a cool type of person, so I'm cool''
THAT'S JUST SHIT MAN.
Why would anyone compliment themselves until like that anyway -.-
Just.. be yourself. You'll find someone who really gets along with you well.

Love me, hate me.

How can I forget you
When your always on my mind?
How can I not want you
When your all I want inside?
How can I let you go
When we haven't even held hands at first?
How can I not love you
when you control my heart?

I'll have to ask myself, why?

PB sec1s is falling apart.
Someone please save us.

I'll be your hero.

Argh,
kind of hate today.
Bad morning = bad mood whole day.
Stupid morning.
Urghh..
We were doing the YOG dance thing at the Hall,
and the 1/3 just can't stop teasing me bout Low -.-
When Mr low came up to the front of 1/3 ,
they all called my name WTF!
And no, it's not only embarassing,
I made him embarassed.
I feel so guilty.
He didn't do anything to deserve this, aside from being cute.
I feel soo guilty,
I wanna run away. Live in a farm. Sing ''Yoleh yoleh yoleh hee hoo'' in the high mountains.
Elope with you.
And I know this is going to be over. I hope.
This is not entirely my fault right?
I mean, what is wrong with liking someone?
Must you really say ''anabelleeeeeeeeeeee.....'' and drag my name until so disgusting?
Are you expecting drama? Or just me being a laughing stock makes you happy?
sighh..
I really don't expect much from you, I just want you to stop the tease.
Tease me, it's fine. But teasing him or teasing me infront of him,
I'll hate you for life.
Right now I still feel so guilty.
I'm sorry.
And I think I'm going to change my name too.
Jane? Sally? Julie?
And be a different person, have a new record.
So that I can lead the boring life, without disturbing you.
I won't find you, and you won't find me. We don't know each other.
I'll pretend your just a normal teacher. You're really just a normal person anyway.
I'll have to remind myself, ''They are humans, they are our species!''
Yes, I should.
Perhaps, perhaps.

sigh..

And, our little skit performance that we put in so much effort,
just disappear. Just like that.
Need us then use us. No need us already then dump us aside?
And I can't believe us, sec1s would be fooled.
No wonder people say that this year sec1s act like b1tches and bossy.
Even I, myself feel that I'm b1tchy too.
sighh..

When I'm kissing you.

OMGG, saw mr low at canteen today! hahaha!
before I saw him, mei ting was like,
''Anabelle! Mr low at cafe leh!!''
Then I was like so shocked lah, (I was running low on elson energy!)
Then I like, talked so loudly
''omg meiting come with me!! hurry hurry hurry!''
then later mr low just walked into canteen and I was like
OMG.
Then I quickly turn x.x
And then everyone kept teasing me x.x
Mr low if you somehow found my blog and read it,
I shall tell you this.
My index number is 4 la not 3!
Look at carmelita for what! Hpmh!

You're.. just so irresistable!

heyheyheyheyhey!
ahhhhh walked past 1/3 class and saw mr low today!!
yay, hahaha!
pb was damnnnnnnnn boring today.
''The door is just there, if you don't want to do this, then leave.''
I'd gladly leave man, I just didn't want to make alot of trouble -.-
If I left the door :
He'll chase after me and throw a stand at my face. I'll then have a bruise and my mom will see it and will get mad and complain to the cca office and the cca office will fire him and we'll get no instructors and random relief teachers will takeover the practice and everyone will be giving me death glares and I'll suffer from depression and not come to school and I will fail my exams and retain sec1 again and I will see my lil' sis and probably be in the same class and it'll be very embarassing and..

If I stayed and continue playing my instrument and dying of boredom in the room:
Everything will be peaceful.

Now you see?!?!?!

You're the voice I hear inside my head.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I may appear damn quiet infront of you,
but in the inside,
I'M SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT OMGGGG! <3
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
This has got to be the best day of my life man!

Shop-till-you-drop!

I seriously don't get all the ''Shop-till-you-drop!''
I went to a blogshop just now,
and I found some cute little hard candies :O
(I <3 hard candies!)
but omg it was 60candies = $6!
And I negotiated with the blog owner for like..
1-2 hours?!?!
LOL!!
And the ''supplier'' of the blog owner asked me
''Seriously, why?''
about why I so save money, cus I made a fuss over 50cents LOL.
And then, I'll have to ask myself.
Why? why I even have to save money over little things.
I seriously don't get it.
WHYYY GOD, WHY AM I BORN LIKE THAT!!

Please don't catch me.

But you're so hypnotising,
you got laughing while I sing, you got me smiling in my sleep.

My stomach screams just when I look at you.

I LOVE DEVIANTART!
they give many many amazing ideas!
If not I wouldn't have come up with such a nice picture lor!
(with so much meaning!)
Omg finally tomorrow is school!
ahhhhh L _ _ !
ahahahahahah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okay nth much to say actually haha.
kthxbye!!

It's an innocent mistake.

I shall carry on dreaming. :)

If you're the one for me, like gravity I'll be unstoppable.

heyyyyyyyyyo~
today is a saturday,
which means no school!
okay, so gonna talk about yesterday.
omggg, met Mr low like everywhereee!
Spiral staircase, outside bookshop, pass my classroom,
everywhere omggg!
and, can't really concentrate today during class and PB.
gosh, this crush ain't going anywhere.
and because by reading Teenage magazine, Dear kelly column,
they say all crushes will go away.
I hope it goes away soon.
Because I really really need to concentrate during class.
especially about Tn, Pn all this. OMG I donno how do eh!
and omggg. during pb, really cannot concentrate!
And ughh, stupid bossy ppl.
I kind-of dislike O-blood type ppl.
I heard from somewhere that o types are bossy,show off and wants attention.
different types of blood have different personality btw :)
though im o type myself.
I'm trying to resist being show off and bossy.
and the word 'RESISTING' is written all over my face.
sighhhh.
oh yeah back to the topic.
kept being distracted during pb.
and ogmgg, pb getting more boring and boring.
no, it was worse than being bored with nothing to do.
At least I've got smth to do when I'm bored. (daydreaming bout low!!)
And yesterday I got so tired and sleepy,
I hang myself at some railing thingy that prevents you from falling LOL.
And while hanging, mindy went to use her LEG(yes,leg), and lift up my skirt.
I felt someone touching my skirt lah, so I got up and saw mindy grinning while doing that.
I got so angry without my conscience, I kicked her so hard.
After I kicked her, I was suddenly fully awake and I said sorry alot of times!
Gosh, like two different people!
but seriously, I hate people who disturbs me while I'm very sleepy.
at least lift up my skirt when I'm fully awake la, not while I'm half asleep!
That way I wont kick you!
sighhh.

Elson, elson.
stop being so cute.
yes, cute. I like people who are cute.
hot people are just, hot.
and perhaps it just isn't about your looks.
perhaps it was just your personality.
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

Designer sunglasses, living the dream as a teen.

Omg.
before english lesson,
I kept wishing it will be mr low
to be replacing mr chong, as he must go some NS stuff.
OMG.
My english teacher today was Mrs low!
what, you trying to cheat my money cheat my feeling isit!
and omg.
I really really cannot concentrate the whole day,
cus of mr low!
Blame him for being cute! stupid cute >:(
I wish he didn't appear in this school!
but I do wish he stays. sighh..
hmm.. tmr gonna see him again,
during assembly.
Everyone is saying that he smells nice.
I wonder how he smells like, and how he talks.
Haven't heard him talk before.
but oh well, tomorrow changing teacher again.
Hope it's mr low! and hope not too (I will be distracted!) x.x
And, It's not about his looks,well abit.
But everyone says when you act emo or smth,
he will ask what happen.
IT'S NOT LIKE I'M GONNA DO IT,HHAHA PSHTT!
ahhhh he cares~
and omg, my friend told me that he talks like..
got accent!
like those eurasian kind!
I love eurasians omg!
and some say he's gay.
I kind of like gays la,
find nothing wrong with it.
they're born like that.

ta ta-teh, teh-ta-teh, teh ta-teh ta-teh ta~

heyheyhey~
Sorry for the previous post!
kind of pissed that day.
But all is okay now~ ~ ~ ~
Just finished Acelearning!
omg,
I got mixed up with Acelearning and Elearning!
And I got everyone mixed up too,
sorry all!
Hmm..
This whole week, for school,
all the lessons were all about Targets,
Goals, Marks.
Think next week start lesson.
can't wait.
OH YEAH OMG.
On 1st July- 14 July,
going to have new english teacher!
Pleeeeease let mr low teach this class!
Aside from his hot 'can-replace-edward-cullen' face,
I think he is a good teacher.
SO..
DON'T TEACH 1/3 PLEASE,
COME 1/2!
okay joking.
But pleeease be a teacher in our class,
I will promise to score very well.
I wonder if one day I will regret.

just can't chill.

UGH.
I can't believe my 100th post will be smth bad.
ARGH.
jsut can't chill.
fked up.
How can you lend your friend your camera?
somemore lose memory stick!
I thought people will lose camera, not memory stick.
ARGH.
First, we promised to meetup on tuesday.
clar cant come, so we postponed it to wednesday.
wednesday, you say you can't come.
its okay, we still meetup.
then you make another date to sunday.
somemore sunday is so close to schoolday.
you promised you will come.
i smsed you ''must come ah!!''
you said yaya.
YAYAYA. YA UNTIL NOT COMING TMR.
you promised.
somemore all the camera pics with you.
we trust you that you will be responsible.
c'b
all those lies.
I can't chill, man. seriously.
ARGH.
it's all because of you,
now our project become a disaster.
I donno whether is excuse that you got to go other country in
the middle of june holiday.
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU,
we got into this mess.
AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU,
the tears are angry tears,
not sad tears.
no, I just can't chill.
I'm super angry now,
that im crying.
I know my sis will ask me not to use hate, as its a strong word.
but she wont read this anyway.
so,
I HATE YOU JUST FUCK OFF

Oh, be my lover!

OHHHHHH NOOOOOOOO,
June holidays are ending fast ):
and today is my 99th post!
hehehehehhe~
redl-ing maple, cus the previous one wasn't patched.
WOOOH,
yesterday was just.. awesomely awesome(Stephanny's word)!
went to whitesands with Carmelita and Clar ann.
can you believe that was my first time going to WhiteSands!?
carm and clar were jsut popping their eyeballs out when I
told them I nvr go whitesands before.
So anyway, we went to MadJack to find for HOT STUFF(OMGGDHGFDSKJHG)
gosh, really miss her!
so yeah, she ain't working that day.
so...
we went walking around whitesands.
And I finally found the frozen yoghurt everyone was talking about!
but clar said it was $6, so yeah didn't go.
SO EX OMG $#@%$@@%#@
we went eating at a hawker centre,
clar and carm ate ramen and I ate some rice with nice beef :)
okay this post is getting long so I'll just shorten everything.
Went to clar house, went to watch karate kid online.
played her itouch too :O
went back to whitesands, clar went home.
Carm and I walked to the 'pond' if that's what they called it.
We played the swing at the playground,
felt like a kid again!
Carm told me, that if you look up the sky and say you wanna swing higher,
you will go higher.
yeah, i did do what she said, but I went lower LOL!
and I think carm is the only friend whom I can sit in silence with,
and be comfortable with the silence.
I LOVE YOU CARM <3
let's play maplestory! (when the patch all this is finished)

Three cheers for anabelle!

YAY.
my laptop battery didn't bomb!
WHEWEET!
I'm still aliveeeeeeeeeeeee~
gonna re-dl maple,
since my ver was 88 or smth.
AND MAPLE PATCH UNTIL 90+ OMGG!
Can't wait to try out Evans!
and also meet Carm in Bootes!
I hope I won't slack(always happens!).
AND TRAIN!!!1!!11
And also hope I won't buy prepaid cards @,@
I always buy, then quit. then regret.
sighhhhhh.
Oh yeah,
I also feel like making a male character,
with black skin.
ahhhhhhhh love it!
and I wanna buy *cough** prepaid cards *cough** too.
well, maybe a few luh. Like.. 30k?
$30 x.x
Can buy so many bubbletea eh!!
and I want Iphone 4 and clothes and SPECTACLES OMGG.
I neeeed spectacles, so I cannot afford to waste $ on a game!
And I NEEEED piercing also! ahh earring so nicee.
Yeah okay, this wishlist will go on and on.
kthxbyeee!!!

IMA PROOO!

wooooooooooooooooooh!
I'm so hyper now!
I fixed the laptop!
It spoiled because my siblings and I kept charging it x.x
so yeah, it died.
AND I ALMOST WANTED TO BUY A NEW BATTERY IN EBAY OMG.
It's about $78 you knowww?!?!?
And my piggy bank only has a few coins and $2 notes ):
And so luckily,
I chance upon this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZwQu5gTOoI&feature=related
and they taught me how to revive my battery!
and yeah, before I tried it,
I tried testing whether the battery really spoiled.
So I went to charge my laptop,
AND OMG IT LIGHTED UP(the laptop works)!
hehe, right now my battery is in a ziplock bag, in the fridge.
and omg,
found alot of my old gamesss!!
Maplestory, audition, O2mania.
OMG really missed O2mania!
I played it before I went to PB!
(I was afraid they would test me about beats and rythmns for the audition)
Sighhhh,
don't everything just boils down to PB?
Everything is just.. RELATED TO PB!
ahh, remember how I first got in to pb.
when I told myself,
''this long queue is worth it, do it for pb!''
when waiting for my audition.
ahhh dun want talk about pb lah.
it just wants to make me hide in a shell.
shall just stop here.

I'll find myself in time.

YESSSS!
The perrrrrfect blogskin!
grey and white (fav colors!)stripes for the background,
and with those rainbow pictures(my sweet wonderland!) on the top!
it's beautiful(!!!!!)

okay so anyway,
been staying at home,
THE WHOLE JUNE HOLIDAYS MAN.
exclude school, eastpoint(going home will go past eastpoint).
I didn't even went Tampines Mall!
Gosh, I'm like an expired can of sardines -.-
outdated.
I find staying at home..
peaceful.
I won't have to face the cruel world outside.
like the flood in Orchard Road.
Gosh, I'm so dumb.
Heard people in fb talking about
''Free milk tea in orchard road''
I'M SO GULLIBLE,
I FELL FOR THAT, LOL.
(outdated people, pshht!)
I really thought it was milk tea,
and I ask my mum I wanna go orchard road
to drink free milk tea (joke of course)
and my mum talk to me about transport LOL.
''you go there already $3 already,
come back also $3, make yourself
milk tea at home better lah''
HAHAHAHA xD

Pink polka dotted dresses with black shades.

wooh!
changed blogskin.
but sigh,
it looks the same!
shall change it again when I have the time~
arghhh,
can't stand my ugly blogskin!!
added a picture on top so that my blog wont look plain.
BUT IT'S STILL PLAIN!

yay my sis is buying us spring chicken for supper!
can't wait!
OMG,
supper = FATSSS
I totally forgot about the fatsssssss!!
I'm so gaining weight this june holiday -.-

I'll never forget.

.
trying to hold my tears.

stop it, please.

That's just plain stupidity.

Baby if I got you, I don't need a parachute. You're gonna catch me.

hihihihihi.
haven't been blogging lately.
Cus, not nth much to say.
hmm..
went to school for PB~
sigh..

What have I been doing these past few days?
Eat. play computer. sleep. x99999999
yeah that's what I do at home.
though I feel bored at home smtimes,
I feel that it's so peaceful.
I'm a home person:)

OMG sonny with a chance, faster come out
another episode leh!!!


HAHAHA, got it from the forums!
sonny splashed water at him HAHAHAHA!
Ahhh, <3 sterling knight!

Much to disappointment.

feel so disappointed today.
didn't do strokes,
instead,
we did some instrument thing.
sighhhhhh.
And worse,
it was damn boring!
now I know samba is fun.
omg,
today was the first time I said I wanna go home,
when in PB.
FIRST TIME.
and before I went to school for pb,
I was like so excited at home,
my heart was beating so hard!
sighhhh.

OMG,
i kena shocked today.
we were playing our instruments
and suddenly I got distracted!
then I accidentally skipped a beat,
and another!
and I was like, in a trance!
i was daydreaming!
And juraimi was looking at me
with the..
I-want-to-throw-stand-at-you face!!
GOSH,
I got the shock of my life!

& these made-up conversations in my mind, how i wish they would take shape in real life.

I watched finish anime K-ON and K-ON season 2!!
But season 2 still ongoing,
so it's not really a 'finish'.
AND AND,
I'M WATCHING FOR THE SAKE OF BAND. OK.
I started watching when my sis introduced me this anime.
And she said since I liked my band so much,
why not watch?
so yeah, kind of thought of what she said.
and when I saw a picture of K-ON,
the first thing I saw was Ritsu, the drummer!


Ritsu's drumsticks so short.