So another unproductive day just passed, just like that. I feel so disappointed in myself today, for not doing everything I wanted to do. Only completed math homework and english article reflections, and it drained almost all the energy I've got today. Still haven't finished my ss links essay, physics homework, maths revision and I'm suppose to finish all this today T____T hopeless anabelle....
However, today is particularly blue, the air is clouded with nostalgia, sky felt green and room was turning white... Is it just me? I feel like I'm keeping too much, unsaid words are overflowing from the seams yet I'm wanting to stop it with a cork. I can't say, "I am honest!" as one of my proud qualities anymore. I can't say integrity is my first priority without feeling like a cheat.
Somehow, I am able to feel like this without lying.
I think it's just how open I think I should be to people, and when I don't, I feel like I'm a liar, a fake.
Maybe it's just the weather..
perhaps the weather....
yes the weather...
