I'm a lightweight.

Sooooooo, had band yesterday!
Woke up freaking early, like 6am, when band starts at 9, just so I could practice for an hour
before I cld go for band. No, I'm not some obsessed freak that has a crazy obsession over percussion band. Just didn't practice during the four days after the previous band x.x Practiced Bayport Sketch in classroom! Omg so happy to see the classroom still in good condition (':
After practicing, blasted some music on the classroom's speakers to kill time. wah sang till damn shiok!
AND YESSSS, tomorrow's the last band practice for this year! Feel so proud and accomplished after going for all the band practices for 2011. And damn, I gotta be more courageous and brave for tomorrow. Leading the band for Trashin' The Camp's Grunge. How now brown cow!! Damn anabelle, be brave for tomorrow! Just do it! Anabelle, fighting!

Why're we making all the same mistakes?

So.. tell me. Why.
Bleh. Whatever. Not gonna care anymore.
Well, gonna write smaller from now on.
Found out my normal font that I usually wrote in was really big @,@
And.. I got a new blogskin! Feel new when I change my skin ^.^
K, but that wasn't what I wanna say today! Writing in today was to talk abt friday...
THE LAGUNA STAY OVER WITH THE WHOLE CLIQUE!! omfg it was awesome!!! First time there! And the dinner was mmmmmm!
Though my mood was like up and down and up and down.
Moodswing :/
And and I couldn't sleep until like 6.40am wtf?!?! insomnia x.x
Kay, I tried sleeping at 3+ but until 4.30 I still couldn't sleep! Kay maybe slept abit in between but in the end I just went out to the living room and pat, jamie, carm, huiting and I talked until 6.30a.m. But Huiting slept abit earlier.
Talked about carm's bb, how gorillas and salmons mate (LOLOLOL), etc.
Nevertheless, I really enjoyed it there! Really thank you valerie!! (though you're probably not reading this T__T)
Gah, there's cca tmr! why!! Recently got hooked to a korean drama, Secret Garden. Was just randomly on some channel, and I watched the part when the girl was helping the guy do sit ups.
OMGG MY HEART WAS LIKE POUNDING WHEN THE GUY WAS DOING THE SIT-UPS AND HE LIFTED HIS HEAD AND THEY WERE LIKE ONLY INCHES AWAY!! DAMN WHY DIDN'T YA'LL KISS! kay yeah. (':


Urgh. Kay honestly, I hate it. I hated it a lot. You gave me something I couldn't even fit. Best not give anything at all. I didn't even wanted this color. You even asked me what my favourite color was, and told me it was going to be a surprise. You gave them what they wanted, but not me. You hate me that much? Is that why you had always shunned me?
You could've just told me, you know. Not just go one big round to my back and shoot me.

I've never felt this way before.

Really sorry for not updating my blog for a very long time, it was either I was busy or the internet connection getting really, really screwed up.
Gah just got up from my bed.
Time check. 12.08am.
Gah. Just couldn't sleep.
You were on my mind the whole day.
I'm really exhausted, leave me alone?
This infatuation is getting from worse to F-CKED.

Well, at least staying home watching Glee and swimming at night made my day better.
Really awesome to go swimming at night, wind caressing your cheeks while some bubble thingy massaging your spine, while you look up to see
high buildings with orange lights on.
This is the life man!

Ah, can't wait to get my combination results.
Can't wait to get my books. Get to school.
Study alone in 2/2 classroom while blasting songs in my earpiece.
And damn, missed Greyson's showcase @ Openhouse and autograph session @ Bugis.
Really blaming myself this time.
Urgghghgh.
Well, hope my life gets better.

Cause my heart will wait.

Woooooh love this picture! 
This was actually my previous iPod start page wallpaper c:
HEHEHE HEY HUI TING! 
I see you mentioned me in your blog kekeke <:
You'd better be reading this! 
Or else I'll look like I'm talking no one and humiliate myself ahh *-*
Had band practice today! Kinda ended off well I guess?
It was Ms Su Ting's last day and she was so delighted when she received the chocolates, drumsticks, cards, and posters. Poppers were the best I guess? (I BOUGHT THEM MEHEHHE)
Hope this will be memorable for her ^^
Wooooh! Went cycling @ East Coast ytd with Meiting, Carmelita, Nittaya, Misha, Jamie, Jeanie! 
It was an awesome outing man!
Hui ting why you no come!!!!111
Well, it was better to save your chance of going out for the Val's party.
VAL'S PARTY IS GUNNA BE AWESOMEST-EST!!!
Shall try to update my blog more. 
Gahhh just.. I'm busy almost everyday!
If I wasn't going out or anyth, I would be busy mapling. 
wooh my Wild Hunter reach lvl70 btw!!!
Kay, shall end this post with a title of a song I really love!!








Forever And Always - Parachute

LIFE IS JUST PLAIN SHIT.

Must I constantly remind myself expectations lead to disappointments?

I should stop calling, texting, thinking, and talking to you anymore. 

fuuuuuuuuck what's this queazy feeling I'm getting in my tummy, 
and why does my heart feel so squashed between my other organs.