holding onto intoxicating fake sentiments.

Was feeling kind of affectionate the whole day,
so.. decided to write a blog post!
gah, life is so moody and stressful nowadays.
couldn't even concentrate for merely 30minutes on my studies.
Kept grabbing the ipod touch and check in facebook and then off it again, wtf.
(Or is it because of you? :/ )
fcuk life.
Let me be angry and mad at you, please.
so that I have no reason to miss you.
I know it's going nowhere.

Okay shall stop talking emo alr luh. Make me sadder only.
Gah, my computer screen spoil halfway when I was playing
Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 >:
It's a damn fun hardcore game man!
But halfway my comp went 'tick' and the whole comp shut down.
And then I found out my comp was working but the screen spoil alr ):
Oh, the graphics driver spoil too wuwuwu ):
Ohmeegawdd, no more hardcore games for me now!

Urghhh, mid-year is soooo damn near, next week,
and here I am still got time to make blog post wtf.
Just.. don't feel like studying gahhhh!
So far, studied maths, geog, history, and english.
Studied maths like LKNSLKRNFEIOHRPW.
Since 3weeks before was studying maths, maths, and more math hahaha.
K then, shall stop here.
Shall end the blog post with a song title!
Enchanted - Owl City
cheers!

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Don't cry for me.

don't play games it'll be dangerous, cause if I get burnt imma show you what it's like to hurt. - EMINEM
wooh I love Eminem!
his lyrics are damn cool seriously.
ahem, except for some songs, HAHA.
I'm like, really addicted to Space Bound lah!
keep replaying and replaying it nyahahaaha >:)
Yay, today finished NAPFA 5 items!
Was damn scared for my shuttle run, but I managed to
get a 11:04 WOOH!
kay, finally can concentrate on my studies now.
Okay luh, nothing much to say tuhday.
Was kind of sleepy and moody today.
Feel like I was dragging everyone's mood down with
my sad face too ):
haha.

I hate this love song.

It was a quiet sort of love. The kind that
needed no words
or actions,
simply that acknowledged look
from across the room.
It was the sort of love that
you desperately hope to be real,
yet somehow you always
manage to convince yourself that it was all in your
head.
It was the certain feeling of familiarity,
as if you've known them all your life.
It was the feeling of fulfillment you get, and how seeing them just always
seems to make your day.
It was an evasive type of love,
because on some days,
the look in their eyes starts to
stir up doubts,
just when assurance was only a step away.
It was a lonely type of love,
where all you can do
is sit from afar and gaze at something that seems so very real,
yet intangible.
And although it was the love
that you've never had,
so could not have lost, somehow
their every move and every gesture affects you.
As if their very existence is the air you breathe.
But most of all, it was and unrequited sort of love, where it only happens all in your head,
where every possibly and scene is played out in slow motion,
like some sappy romance movie.
Then one day you open your eyes and realise that it really wasn't real at all, but an infatuation of a fourteen year old girl.

250 thousand miles on a clear night in June, and I'm so lost without you.

[Verse 3:]
So after a year and 6 months it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to god
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I'm trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it
I'm trying to stop you from breathing
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezing
'Til I snap you neck like a Popsicle stick
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house
And let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give.
- EMINEM

cuz' I'mma space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon, and I'm aimin' right at you, right at you.

YESSS finally can add pictures and enlarge my size font!
haha, kay. Back to what I wanted to say.
CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO SPACE BOUND BY EMINEM!!
The verses never fail give me the chills!
Lyrics are damn meaningful, and song damn nice.
I love eminem really!
He's raps about life man! not money, cars, women etc!
okay maybe some of his songs. LOL.
Gahhhhhh I'm so confused now.
dk what to do.
Nvm, life will guide me on the way.

Cafe - Big Bang

Idk why I can't change the font size and add pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
):
gah, kay nvm. Shall blurt out whatever I wanna say1
I don't understand why you are so against me all the time.
I'm not dumb, I know more than what you know.
And, hah, I don't understand why I wanted to be in your group for lit.
seriously.
You said I didn't contribute to the project.
Well, I'll tell you.
I contribute more than J and G.
You know I did the script at night?
...Fucker.
And you said I didn't do anything.
I understand you took 3hours to do the shit powerpoint slides.
But, you don't have to say that I didn't do anything!
I didn't meet up with ya'll, that's cause I have percussion band.
Didn't mean that I didn't do anything right?
URGH.
so freaking pissed off during LifeArts, that I shouted at 'her' in the iMac.
Didn't even care about the teacher.
Cause was freaking pissed with her attitude.
Heng teacher never kick me out of imac room hahaha.
urgh.
fuck luh.

The Big Bang pride!

I know this font size is damn small, but idk why I can't click on the font size changing thingy T___T

Woooooh my computer is so damn fast now, after I updated my mozilla firefox to 4!
It's sooooooooo smooth yayayayyay :)
Downloading a bunch of big bang songs!
I especially love, Love song by Big bang (:
It's damn nice!
shall change my blog player to that song later!
Gah, so damn tired today.
Aren't I always tired? hahaha.
gahhhh, can't wait for monday.
Can't wait to go to school.
meet everyone.
Boring at home.
oh yeah.
CAN YOU BELIEVE I STUDIED YESTERDAY?!
YES, BELIEVE IT. :O
Actually studying kind of works, because I actually learnt alot more.
Shall study more, and go express, and have a good future!
That's my resolution this year.
Shall study later!!11
damn lazy and tired now zzzz.
Oh yeah, if any of you have a smartphone,
go download the app, Textfreek!
and text me at +0154769 (:
I wanna know if this app really works. hahaha.
they say it can text without wifi or 3G :O

Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road.

I'm turning insane.