Well, I know I haven't been blogging, well I never did since December omfg I feel so sorry for my blog T____T SORRY!!
Well lemme talk about what happened over the course of 2 months.
Ever since I got my results, eligible for PFP and succeeded in the application, I've gotten super, super lazy! I swear, when I'm outside whether it's to buy something or like for medical check-up (for poly enrolment) today, I keep zonking out, and people will have to repeat what they say because I wasn't listening and go "Huh?"
It's like I've gotten so dumb after N' Levels ended.
Speaking of N' Levels, I'm kind of doubting myself for not going for O's from there? I miss studying, I miss revising notes and books and I miss working hard now. Also, most people said that PFP may not be a good choice because if you fail you go back to sec5. But trust me I was just so, so, so exhausted at that period when it was 2months after N's levels had ended, I thought I prolly wouldn't have the energy to push on through 1 year of O's. I was also very sick of the same ol' environment, same people, same teachers and same ol' nagging, golden rules blah blah.
So.. it was time I change to a new environment. To meet new people, new teachers and most of all, NEW CCA! No really, I loved my percussion band family in St.Anthony's Canossian, but I was soooo tired of staying back after school 2 days a week and stand for hours. And yeah, kinda one of my main reasons why I didn't want to go back for CCA in Sec5. So yeah time to say I'M FUCKING OUTTA HERE "whacks vase off and flips table" and sing
♫ it's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life, for meee ♪~
Of course, even when I meet new people, I musn't forget about the people whom have stuck by me throughout my secondary school years. I wouldn't, obviously. I love them too much, how could I?
Ending off with a gif,
I say,
Ciao!
