-moooody-

I won't be blogging these few days.
Need to study for exams!
okay, byeeee! (:
Oh yah, good luck all for exam hahaha

Sleep. Eat. Bathe. Study. Play Computer.

OMG SO FREAKING CUTE!

okay, though it's kind of late,
I shall blog about Graduation Nite!
wooh omg it's a great success!
But suuuuper tiring!
Need to keep changing and practicing and changing and practicing.
But it was damn fun!
got to eat free mc chicken hehehe.
But I got tired of the taste lah,
like, ate mc chicken at arts alive,
and also brought home another 2 mc chicken,
and now I have to eat mc chicken AGAIN for dinner?!
damn sick of it like ewww can taste the disgusting mayonnaise
mixing with the chicken.
okay maybe it's abit nice lah but IT'S FATTENING OMFGGGG!
Okay I think I'm being abit fussy about food,
and I'm whining about such things,
but hey, food is love <3
my freaking not-gonna-happen dream is to be a pastry chef!

Been studying alot nowadays. Must be very prepared for exams!
I must not fail maths again!

Sick and tired of your attitude.

''No, that ain't betray''.

sad, happy, angry, tired, moodless.

omg, I almost fainted today at the bus stop.
Cus I didn't eat during recess, and I had
very bad cramps.
(the 7days of the month)
(and today's the first day of it)
It was really heavy, and I felt really faint.
And then I drank water at least can survive the whole trip to my house.
And even crazier, we got drama and gym!
Which means I have to do extra workouts and movements ):
And omg,
gym was a disaster.
Suppose to do the balance thingy and move my legs,
I didn't move!! Ahhh dumb dumb anabelle!
And today 2:15 suppose to meet teacher to take the form
to perform at Sec4's grad nite,
I didn't take eh! Dieee laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ):
Okay, you may think that
I can just meet the teacher tmr and take the form and ask my mum to sign.
But the grad nite is tmr! And how am I going to take form and sign and all that!
(aiyah you know what I mean la)
So many things to do......
sighhhhhh.

In a mess.

Ughhhh, stop it anabelleee.
They're just your 'recess' friends.
Stop thinking like, they are more than that.
They left you cause.. they felt like your just
a friend.
not a good friend, nor a best friend.
a 'recess' friend.

But I've had enough of it.
Dreading going recess everytime.
I feel like, I'm invisible with them.
Always sitting at the end of the table when we sit together.
And while they happily chat together, I'll just sit alone,
eat alone.
I can't say I hate them, nor I like them.
I don't know.
Just very stressed right now.
and I think this is affecting my studies.
SO STOP THINKING,
they're not worth it!

"you, me; we're face to face but we don't see eye to eye."

HEYY~
wooh yesterday was like, damn fun lah!
went Soapbox derby!
Got free t-shirt and 2 Mc chicken~~~
can get free mc chicken cos got alot extra hehehe
(and I heard the teachers talking, they said the mc chickens cost
$135 total!)
Soapbox derby was like awesome lah!
PB had to perform for like damn long under the hot sun lor ):
and I think I got abit of sunburn.
And thanks to PB, SAC won most supportive award!
and omg, hilary keep telling me stuff that can boost my confidence
HAHAHAHAH! Really love her alot <3
but I'm serious, I got no confidence one ):
okay,yeah.
Soapbox was just.. very fun lah!
kthxbye!!

Just the thought of you can drive me wild (:

So cm'on anabelle!
Say what you want to say,man.

okay, so I'm gonna talk about yesterday.
Yesterday didn't have the time to blog lah,
slept damn early.
okay ya here goes (:
Class was normal, but that fcuking girl go
and colour my drumsticks -.-
like wtf la I go toilet awhile only then she go anyhow scribble on my drumsticks.
SHE THINK SHE WHO?!
I effing hate her. Last time I bear with it lor, when she very mean to me.
I was like ''Okay nvm, I shan't do anything to offend her.''
and kept saying ''It's okay'' when everything is not.
And somemore she sit behind me during class!
she damn annoying! like, keep scribbling on my chair -.-
okay, relax, anabelleee.
Hmm, cca was okay lah.
But before I went for cca I was damn scared.
I scared I out of rythmn for Interplay!
like gosh, I was trembling!
And there was once I didn't know the song started already,
and everyone started playing already,
and I didn't play! I didn't know mah!
I thought they are practicing! And then
Angeline ask ''why you not playing?'' or something.
And I just kept quiet. although alot aloooot of things ran through my mind.
Sighhh, this made me lose alot of confidence.
I don't have anymore confidence already! So stop it ):
But Hooray, 1month no cca!
have time to cool down, get my confidence back (:
hope so.
kthxbye!!

i-i-i-i-i-......

HELLO.
sorry for not blogging these past few days,
as life as been going very normal now, since it's a holiday for a week.
Omg, I'm currently addicted to the drama,
Personal Taste! On episode 11 now WOOHOO!
watching in computer hehehe :B
kthxbye!!!

Just when I had a sudden burst of motivation to study, school holiday came.

AHHH I want to go school!