Please don't say you are lazy.

Just watched finish K-ON!
WOOH!
quite nice, abit boring.
I still can't believe june holidays has started.
I feel so relaxed.
hehehehehe................

melody in the sky.

Whole day of maths = STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

''Time and tide waits for no man''

Hmm..
Pb was fun.
did strokes!
like finally!
and when going home,
lalala kept wanting attention from lalala.
like seriously!
you can tell by her actions and words.
URGH!
Sometimes,
we can be very out of control.
we just have to you know,
CONTROL.
keep everything to yourself.
but I can't stand her!
She keeps wanting attention,
that she had to pull me in!
just to lure lalala!
I'm not a tool.
Stop wanting attention, please.
You can do it at the band camp,
infront of everyone.
so they can see that you're such an attention whore.
SERIOUSLY,
STOP TEASING ME.
STOP BEING AN ATTENTION SEEKER.

That teasing game was loooong time ago.
If this game carries on,
fine. I'll let you win.
what's the prize? attention?
I think I'm not going to the band camp cus of this.
I'm just avoiding trouble, I'm not a sore loser.

I won't fall out of love.

[1-2 years ago]

[now]
The picture shows how much I've changed.
Wow, it really shows.. ALOT.
I haven't played WLO for like, 1-2 years.
By looking at the character's hair,
you can already tell.. I've changed so much.
See the 1-2years ago?
her hair looks so cutie pie kind.
and the [now],
was a girl with blonde beautiful,
luscious curls.
time waits for no one.
But remember,
you musn't forget who you are.
one thing I notice I didn't change,
is the dinosaur pet. LOL!
oh yah and btw, they have diff char names
cus they are diff accounts.
(the [now] was created this year. the other one was long time ago]

I played Wonderland online 1-2 years ago,
then quitted.
and now I joined again,
woah.
so many things have changed.
but it's still fun ;)

OMG.. I notice this is such a beautiful post! :-)

i can't run away, but could i fly away?

Hihihihi.
Excursion to Sungei Buloh.
So many mosquitoes!
LOL,
when we got down the bus,
everyone are spamming themselves
with insect repellant.
Aiyah,
use insect repellant also no use.
We still got bitten alot of times.
and I accidentally sprayed insect repellant
in my wound!
I hope I won't be scar for life.
LOL.
Sigh,
I got fever leh,
due to the hot weather @ sungei buloh.
it sucks!
I took temperature just now,
39degrees celcius.
):
I can't afford to be sick!
There's percussion band tomorrow!
I'M SO COMING TO SCHOOL,
EVEN IF IT MEANS SPREADING THE DISEASE!
HAHAHAH LOL!

what am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up & you're okay?!

Gosh.
My maths fail until very bad!
You don't wanna know.
seriously.
I'm like, 3rd or 4th last?!
OHMYGOSHH.
I really need to jiayou,
and study hard.
I scared to give my mum sign my report card.
Not cus she will beat me,
(she does sometimes)
I'm just scared I make her disappointed.
But you know,
I really didnt want to fail.
serious!
That maths paper was so damn hard lor.
T^T
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Let me just wait to die.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I'm ditching Justin Bieber for Greyson Chance :P
I ♥ GREYSON MICHAEL CHANCE!

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Oh yeah, changed my blog music.
Got bored of Justin Bieber's voice x.x
It's too sweet, that's why I got bored of it easily.
Sweet like uhmm..
sugar :)
BUT the Up - Justin Bieber,
it's nice!
Cus it's not too sweet,
there's a lower voice in the background.
The song is like uhm..
coffee, hahaha.
BUT OMGG.
Greyson Chance rocks! He's so much better than justin beaver!
His voice is soooo beautiful ~.~
Ahh, it's indescribable(I think I spelt it wrong)!

:}

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I ♥ this song!

SEE SEE AYE!

CCA starting soon?!
isit next week?!
so fast, yet slow.(I donno if it's next week,but I'm taking it as next week)
Soooo fast, I haven't got enough rest after exams!!
Soooo slow, I waited like damn long for CCA to start lor!
GIMME STROKES, OR I'LL RUIN YOUR LIFE!!!
(joking)
But seriously,
I don't want some samba, or anything.
I just want strokes!!
GIMME STROKES!
I donno why I like it so much,
it's just.. so fun.
hahaha.
Wish can everyday do stroke,
WOO,Shiok!

"let's go on forever, past those stars!" yeah! ...do you think we can breathe?

''I'll stop. Stop all those mistakes I'm making, stop all those troubles I'm

creating. I'll stop. But, I won't stop breathing.''

URGHHHHHHHHH!
Was playing WLO just now.
I was selling iron ores,
25gold each,
AND THEN THIS STUPID GUY,
WENT TO SELL BESIDE ME(I came before he did),
iron ores 25g too!
AND THEN EVERYONE WENT TO BUY FROM HIM
UNTIL HE SOLD EVERYTHING(2500 Ores!),
and..
no one bought mine ):
Well, there was. But that person bought only one iron ore!
that is equivalent to nothing lor )=
sobsobsobsob.

:l

Ughhhhhhhh,
I got low self-esteem.
Due to low math marks,
my sensitivity,
ughhh so manyy.
How do I gain back my confidence?

Don't it all just boils down to confidence?

My heart is fried.

I erased the vulgar words in the picture,
cus if my older sis sees it, she will beat the hell out of me
(LOL) (mean!!)
I know she meant good, but she is still evil!!!

I feel like, this picture really tells what is in my mind.
Ughhh, anabelle. Stop thinking.
stop thinking.
stop thinking.
stop thinking.
Use your mind only for studies,not some nonsense.
I'll lose more confidence if I think.
I can make my mind go blank for a second.
But why can't I make it blank for a day?
Or even an hour, at least.
Luckily, the exam distracted me,
and not the other way.
Sigh..

Going Glynis house tomorrow.
Though I prefer to stay at home,
I hope I don't change my mind.

hmm..
oh yah.
so funny, after school.
cus was waiting for bus at the bus stop.
Joy and Trixie saw Germaine.
They ask each other whether they want to say a hi her.
then they wanted to say, also very scared.
so they nvr say.
We all, Germaine, Dinah, Trixie and Joy all dropped down
the same stop, Eastpoint.
Then Joy asked ''Where's Germaine''
LOL!! and cus Germaine was walking past a pillar,
that's why joy nvr see. LOL, Germaine heard joy said that.
Then Germaine and Dinah said ''Hi''
so funny, looking at Joy's face. She so embarassed!
But yeah, they said hi back.
What a happy ending.
hahaha.

MOTHER'S DAY ~ ~

hihihihi!
Happy Mother Day :B
went to eat out at a restaurant just now,
WOOH, feel so bloated.
sob sob, I didn't finish my rice.
I was too full!

WOO! bought it for PB! wore it just now :B It's a wee bit too colourful @,@ WHAT, post another pic of my beautiful shoe cannot meh?!
My black jeans look very crumpled here x.x
[EDITED] I shouldn't have tuck my jeans into my shoe, it looks fugly x.x

blurrer version of my sneakers.
OKOK, I shall stop talking bout my shoe now HAHAHA LOL. <--- taken in the taxi @,@ And we camwhored again when outside the restaurant.



lalalalala~


hehehehehe~ okay ya,shall end here.
kthxbye~

Cus everything we have is stuck in the moment.

I feel that we have distant so much.
Or are you doing it deliberately?

Maybe if I fake a laugh for a long period of time, I can get a real one.

Just watched 'Down With Love'' on Channel U.
that show so nice ~.~
hahaha.
omgggg the next episode is so interesting!
That girl with her fren on the motobike,
THEY RAN OVER THAT STUPID BAD GUY!
YAY!

hehehe, I just joined a group called 'I LOVE STONING'
you should join too!
the description
''a group for people who loves stoning..stoning helps one to forget someone or something for that period of time.if you're stress, just STONE bout nothing.let the blank space go through you mind.it helps:)''
OMG, it's so true lah.
I daydream, I'm always in a trance,
stoning is one of the things I do daily in life.
Hahaha. LOL.
ya okay, I'm running out of things to say.
kthxbye!!

Your only taking and not given any more.

YAY.
Tomorrow is Mother's day.
My smaller sis and I plan to
make a cake, tonight.
And then we put the cake in the fridge,
so tomorrow my mum will have it for breakfast.
MUAHAHHAA, hope my plan will work.
I just hope my mum won't go to the hospital.
Cus you know, it'll be my first time making a cake.
LOL!
But even if she go hospital, she will know we did it out of love.
BUT CHOY CHOY CHOY! she won't go some shit hospital.
CHOYYYYYYYYYYYYY. *touch wood*
Hope my plan will work! My mum will be so touched ~.~
oh yeah, I following this recipe
http://howto.wired.com/wiki/Make_Cake_in_a_Mug
SO SIMPLE RIGHT!
Oh yeah, I'm also changing the hot chocolate mix
to vanilla mix.
hehhehehe.
Cus I don't have hot chocolate mix AND AND AND
my mother doesn't like sweet stuff like chocolate.
HOPE MY PLAN WORKS! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA!

I'm overboard.

Heyyo.
haha.
Gosh, all my recent blog posts,
are all concerning..ya' know.
I shouldn't have wrote them letters in the first place.
Andrea told me something yesterday,
that made me ponder on her question for awhile.
She asked me ''Why you always write letters,instead of cards?''
Why?
I think it's cus, I have alot to say to you.
I just wished I didn't give you that letter.
Even if I wanna give you letter,
I should have just pretended.
Pretence.

I just wanted to make you happy.
You know, you've got alot of subjects.
Ss, Biology, some subjects that I don't even know.
You don't really smile, I just wanted to make up
some jokes to cheer you up.
Why did it turn out that,I have to sacrifice myself,
become a freak, just to make you laugh?
Must I continue, being that role?
I don't know.
Right now, I just want to do my role,
as your
Junior.
Kthxbyee, sunbae.

Have you any idea why a raven is like a writing desk?

I'm afraid you have gone entirely bonkers. But, I'll tell you a secret.
''All the best people are.''

Run away from the sunlight;

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
I want to turn things around.

Friday.

Friday, the day that justice will be brought to this world.

Can't stop sighing.

Is this depression?
Is this how it feels,
to suffer from depression?
I'm always doing the same daily routines everyday,after school. sighh

sigh.

Senioooor,
I just wanted to make you laugh.
Please don't think I'm a lunatic.
Serious, that lip and eye thing,
it was MEANT to be a joke,
Was it worth it?
To make you laugh, me being a freak to you
was worth it?

Happy Birthday Aveline, Ex-president!

AVELINEEEE.
I know you're not gonna read this post,
so yeah ~.~
OMG Aveline! Why you show Shiyi and Rin
the letter! T^T
I'm too ashamed to face them now lah! ):
Btw, that lips thing was a joke! Don't take it seriously!
Goshhhhhhhhhh,
aveline why you show shiyi and rin T^T
GAH! I'm gonna avoid you noww,
and I'm not going to comment on that birthday status ):
sob sob sob.
Gonna close one eye and pretend nothin' happened >:
Byebye, see you in my next life. ~~~

We can go nowhere but home.

HAHAHAH.
Was having a SUPER-DEE-DUPER fun conversation
with Mindy!
HAHAHAHA! We were talking about our SENIOOOORS~
Oooh, I love this topic, so nice leh!
So many things to say. HAHAHAHA! LOL!
We were talking about some things, and then Mindy suddenly
said some ''you suck anabelle''
and then I said '' I'LL SUE YOU FOR DEFAMING''
And then she dragged the sec1s of pb in.
''I got 11 witnesses, THE SEC1S. So you will lose if you sue me to court''
and then I said '' Noo, but Andrea is in my side!''
and and she said 'Fine you can have andrea'
And then Mindy said she wants Rin to be her lawyer,
cus I said I wanted Rin to be my lawyer cus her english
is superb HAHAHA.
And then since she took Rin, I've got no choice to choooose
another lawyer HAHAH! I chose Shiyi.
Actually I wanted Aveline too! But TOOT mindy said
Aveline was a victim, so cannot choose ):

AHAHAHAA I said all angmo talk good english.
and angmo = shiyi HAHAHAHAHA
And then she said I was the one who said rin is good all this, then I suddenly said
Shiyi pro, good english all this HAHAHA.
If I had to choose which one is better, woah. I donno leh >0<
Okay, that angmo thing was a joke okay.
Shiyi's not an angmo.
Is she? o-O

If you wake up from this dream, will you forget me?

Woahh.
What a wild dream I had today.
I keep dreaming of adventures nowadays.
Last night, I dreamt of the best, yet craziest dream.
I must be half-mad(mad hatter!) to dream up such a dream. ~.~
Okayokay, here it goes.
I was like, doing a mission.
It seemed so real.
I must prevent the 'bad guys' from stealing a necklace in my pocket.
omg, it was so real @,@ !
And then after I completed my mission, I went to the top of the mountain,
shouting '' There is nothing I can't do! Nothing is impossible!''
And after I said that, I continue to run,
up and down the hills, woah like some hero XD
but, it was so real! I could feel the wind in the opposite direction.
I felt so light, I ran as fast as I could.
My older sis told me that, I dreamt of such a dream,
is cus I want to complete something in life.
The motivation, you see.