& i'm in pieces, baby fix me; & just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream.

Why are we always trying to impress others?
Why are we always trying to pose for the best posture for the camera?
Today, I looked into the mirror, I couldn't even recognise myself.
My image was of a faceless girl, awaiting for her next mask to placed on.
Why must I act a goodie girl infront of strangers, why must I act as if I'm so brainy in class.
What has become of me?
Ans :I'm a two-faced bitch.

it's a big big world; it's easy to get lost in it.

HEYYYO.
-sigh-
I feel so lifeless ):
Didn't see senior yesterday and today.
WHERE'D YOU GO SENIOR?!
I feel like I'm stalking you,
cus I like to stare at the 4th floor.
I miss you!
I'd miss the Mondays and Tuesdays,
cus that's the only recess times I get to see ya'll.
I had the urge to talk to you, many gazillion times.
But I can't seem to just 'SEND'
senior senior, the moment you came into my life,
I feel like my life became crazier.
It seems like you coloured my life!
Because when I see all of you, I smile
LIKE CRAZY. And I try to turn around.
I just wish one day I could muster up enough
courage.
To just backhug you! hahaha! yeah, I'll do that.
One day.
ONE DAY.
ONEDAYYYYYYY I TELL YOU,
ONE DAYYY!!!
I'm watching you...............

Feeling : Sleepy

When you look into this eye,you feel so energized,yet hypnotized.
I feeling really sleepy now.
gonna do the art~
Ugh, I was absent yet group don't want to do at all.
Why must I be the one doing it, when I missed out
on all the lessons?
Somemore they even can forget!
-.-

Half-day :)

Yay.
haha.
Half-day today.
omg you know I missed 2 bus 9 in a row leh!
cus the first one went when I got down bus 17
the other bus 9 didnt even stop at the bus stop.
It just went!
Urgh.
Saw Beryl wif her frens @ some hair salon.
LOL.
yeah, okay.
short post ~.~

Sick day.

Zzz.
I told my mum that I wanna come to school,
even though I am sick.
She dun allow me to ):
I feel so moody at home right now.
But it's a good day to relax and reflect on what I did
a few days ago.
I blew it.
You must be thinking I'm some kind of a blonde, 2-faced bitch right now.
I didn't ask you to change, I can't change the world.
I can only change myself, I can only influence my friends.
Don't change yourself for me, don't change the most beautiful thing
about you. I'll forever remain a monster in your eyes.
I must bear with it.
I've changed so much, I don't even know who I am,
anymore.

Stupid tears,go away.

I feel so vexed.
Why am I born like this?
Why am I always trying to put a mask
over my face.
why must I pretend to be someone else.
Sorry, but I think this is the end.
I think I'm going to avoid you until next year.
I'm too ashamed to face you.

it's going the wrong way.

omggg.
I just noticed that
I always hurt someone's feelings
without even knowing!
IT'S WRONG.
IT'S WRONG.
IT'S WRONG.
ITS' WRONG.
IT'S WRONG.

Boring day.

Yepyep, title says it all.
Today is damn boring.
Woke up at 8am x.x
played com until now XD
I know I know,
Im pro XDD
Wanted to blog yesterday, but was too tired.
So, I shall talk about yesterday.
Percussion Band was fun, played djembe.
Seniors kept going in and out of the malay room.
LOL!
And then after school, Trixie and I went down
by the spiral staircase.
AND AND, on the way to the spiral staircase,
I was talking about the seniors. And then trixie keep
saying im weird and funny all this.
AND THEN!! OMGGG
When we turn, we saw the seniors!
And then I did the bloated cheek thing.
(it's smth i can't control)
It's to, YOU KNOW.
Feel the answer in your heart~~~~
It's something indescribable.
Then I told my seniors
'Did you hear what I say?'
Cus you know, i talked about them,
I wondered if they heard it LOL!
I think they didn't.
that's good, that's good.
hmm. -running out of things to say-
-silence-
-silence-
-silence-
kthxbye. LOL

If I stop, will you come?

IN THE MOOD OF HUNTING SONGS >;D

Get me up, Wake me up. Dream are filling.

Tired :l

Andain - Beautiful Things

Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name
I guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

so many beautiful things...
so many beautiful things...

Now what do I do
can I change my mind
did I think things through

It was once my life
it was my life at one time

Where rainbows end

Hi, again!
Good to see someone reading my blog.
It's been quiet lately.
I maybe should I say
'a long time'
okayyy,
today class was boring.
And after school, WAS DAMN STRESSFUL!
omggg, I got alot of things to do tomorrow!
Especially the IHG project omgg.
Must rush on that one.
There's no time!